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2013-03-10 04:55 6007776 Anonymous (aiefhcajuehfuochWEOAUFHGPweqg.gif 400x301 86kB)
Okay /r9k/ I don't know what to do. > fucking hate life > fucking hate what I'm doing > fucking hate current friends > drink every day, never sober anymore > take so many drugs I don't even know what I'm putting inside me anymore > love gf > she's my redemption > don't even care > so fucked I actually want to fail at this one chance at salvation > I feel I have to keep abusing my mind and senses with drink and drugs just to get through the day > want to break out > want to escape > at the same time I want to stay to punish myself > I can't stand it > want it all to end > want to flee the country and start again > too beta to leave > crying into my own arms right now > nobody knows > nobody fucking knows > nobody fucking cares > not even me. Fuck it /r9k/. Fuck it all.

1 min later 6007791 Anonymous
>>6007776 3/10 troll, you almost have it.

3 min later 6007837 Anonymous
>>6007791 Okay then, apparently my life is so pathetic I come across as a 3/10 troll. Great.

6 min later 6007886 Anonymous
Take a thumbprint of lucy

7 min later 6007921 Anonymous
>>6007837 >have a gf >have alcohol >being a whiny cunt about stupid shit "waah waah I don't like this life" Guess what. Your life is fucking awesome. You're the only one that's fucking it up.

8 min later 6007923 Anonymous
>I don't care >but I WILL go and type up a thread on r9k >to show just how much I don't care >yeah >THAT'LL show'm 1.5/10 my fellow judge above was far too lenient

8 min later 6007942 Anonymous
>>6007776 See a therapist or go to rehab. Not even kidding, you sound like you need a detox period of some kind to get your shit in order, so make that space in your life

9 min later 6007949 Anonymous
>>6007923 Yeah, I thought it was babby's first troll so I didn't want to scare him off.

12 min later 6007993 Anonymous
>>6007942 Yeah, probably not going to do that, but thanks anyway for being the first person to not think I'm a troll or a cunt in this thread.

12 min later 6007999 Anonymous
Stop drugs & alcohol Most problems solved, then change your mind set, then find what direction you want to go in. Really its not hard its only hard cause you make it hard.

12 min later 6008005 Anonymous
Buy a handgun. Load a single bullet. Keep it reasonably close to wherever you normally have your little breakdowns (i.e. where you drink). Let nature take its course.

14 min later 6008036 Anonymous
>>6008005 I want to live long enough to fuck up to the extreme. One single click isn't enough.

15 min later 6008043 Anonymous
>>6007999 I dunno. I feel like making it hard for me right now.

19 min later 6008118 Anonymous
> fucking hate life > fucking hate what I'm doing > fucking hate current friends > drink every day, never sober anymore > take so many drugs I don't even know what I'm putting inside me anymore > love gf > she's my redemption > don't even care > so fucked I actually want to fail at this one chance at salvation > I feel I have to keep abusing my mind and senses with drink and drugs just to get through the day > want to break out > want to escape > at the same time I want to stay to punish myself > I can't stand it > want it all to end > want to flee the country and start again > too beta to leave > crying into my own arms right now > nobody knows > nobody fucking knows > nobody fucking cares > not even me. OP, I have been in a similar situation. I feel for you. Is there anyway you can get out with your GF? What's she like? I'm only asking, because if she's in the same boat you are, you may be able to help each other, yet keeping each other down. Also, the people I love are always like you, OP. And I feel so bad because I feel like I can't do anything for any of them. And I feel like they'll never love me back because I'll never truly understand any of them.

19 min later 6008124 Anonymous
>>6008043 Well, there's no helping you, you self-destructive fuck. Either man up or get yourself checked for depression/other mental shit

26 min later 6008230 Anonymous
>>6008118 She's fantastic. She's one of the best things to happen to me. I just don't care. I simply don't care and I want to. I want to feel again and I want to give a shit. I just want to destroy myself. At the same time, I want to save myself. I know I'm being a fucking idiot, but at the same time, I want to be. I'm glad you understand, and your understanding helps me more than you'll know. this next chug of vodka is for you.

28 min later 6008262 Anonymous
>>6008124 Yeh, already on a fuckload of pills for depression and schizophrenia. But like fuck that matters. I hate myself as a person and pills haven't changed that. I guess there is no helping me. Thanks for the insight.

28 min later 6008263 Anonymous
>>6008043 If wanted to challenge yourself to make your life "harder" then start by tryin' beating other people at what they are good at and/or pushin' yourself to be better than yourself. I mean doing drugs & shit is just killin' ya, makin' you weaker.

32 min later 6008317 Anonymous
>>6007776 Well, I'm going to throw up. Cheers for the support and the hate. Night.

34 min later 6008336 Anonymous
>>6008262 I sincerely hope you learn to deal with your mental illness, and I'm glad you have someone you love to help you

43 min later 6008479 Anonymous
are you under 20 because it sounds like it

1 hours later 6008749 Anonymous
theres a lot of things i could tell you to do. but the one thing that you need to do right now is to pull yourself the fuck together.

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