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2013-03-10 03:16 6006344 Anonymous (glass1.jpg 1024x768 99kB)
Anyone has this problem? >depressive, negative, misanthrope most of the time >suddenly a few events change a bit my psychology (usually meeting a new girl, etc) >start feeling more optimism >upload a picture to facebook, let my friends see my profile and write shit on it (it looks like I have a social life, etc) >said event turns out to be a disappointment >delete everything from FB again I did this like 5 times in the past year, some of my friends already think I'm a schizo... I'm not really, already went to the shrink, I'm just overly pessimistic and depressive. But it seems I don't want to give up and sink into total desperation just yet, when good things happen, I do enjoy them. Too bad they only last so briefly...

3 min later 6006384 dojo
Why not keep at it then? Who cares about some silly girl or whatever? There will always be more.

12 min later 6006518 Anonymous
>>6006384 I know, I kind of wish I could keep going... that way my Facebook will start getting more friends and stuff and it will finally look like a normal person's FB. This is my problem with facebook: I do have a social life. I work at a bar with my best friend. I just don't like the concept of Facebook, I don't like how everyone gets their nose into everyone else's asses. My name on facebook is "Nothing Nothing" and I didn't had a profile picture, or any information about me whatsoever, my DOB is Jan 1 1910. I met this girl a few weeks ago, we had a great convo about films and music and she asked my FB account to add me. The next day she added me, we chatted for a bit (it's the only thing I use FB for: chat) and then after 5 minutes or so, I suddenly can't send her any messages anymore. I check her profile: can't be found. She blocked me completely from Facebook. Me and my friends were clueless, but the most probable reasons is that she thought I was a total creep because of my totally anonymous FB account. And yeah I know I shouldn't get mad because a girl doesn't talk to me anymore, there's a lot of other girls, I know, but I feel like a total tool using FB. I uploaded a picture the other day, because I added a new girl and this time I didn't want to fuck up. After having uploaded the picture I looked at it and I couldn't help but feel bad about myself. Not because I didn't like the pic, it's a good picture actually. But because it was on Facebook. Then I found myself commenting on my friends' shit, people started clicking "Like" on my picture or a random comment I posted... and I started to feel bad, at first it was kind of good, like "hey I'm somewhat normal", but then reality strikes and I feel ashamed of myself. The critical point was when the girl I had added recently didn't even respond to my messages, we planned to go out tonight, but she didn't even replied today when I said "Hi!" on the chat. So I deleted everything again

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