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2012-09-05 07:56 4337975 Anonymous (1342461590796.png 1094x1200 1325kB)
i have lost track of my life. im sitting here, depressed and lonely...and only one thing comes to mind. one thing, that can make me smile. atleast, just for a little while... ponies...*sigh* not even my guitar can cure me of this horrible depression. pic related, i could use some Octavia right about now....

2 min later 4338002 Anonymous
Well, shit sucks Anon. Why you so down? Who you got in life?

2 min later 4338008 Anonymous
Octavia thread is here: >>4337829

2 min later 4338010 Anonymous
SMILE MOTHERFUCKER Just keep smiling until your dead, and they'll be nonethewiser.

3 min later 4338013 Anonymous
A cocktail of prozac and whisky should do the trick.

4 min later 4338028 Anonymous (1346177330613.png 575x580 46kB)


4 min later 4338032 Anonymous (1334011193579.png 800x626 703kB)


5 min later 4338041 Anonymous (1346241421629.jpg 900x900 403kB)
It's ok if only ponies cheer you up OP. Personally, they do a better job at it than my backstabbing/useless friends.

5 min later 4338043 Anonymous (19330 - DJ_P0n-3 filly Octavia vinyl_scratch.png 1000x727 545kB)


7 min later 4338064 Anonymous
>>4338041 That's people for you, a bunch of selfish assholes who would do anything to further themselves in life, either socially or financially. Of course there are the rare few, but they're just that.

12 min later 4338113 Anonymous (29030591_m.png 338x600 179kB)
>>4338064 meh, 90% of everything is shit. Think about your own actions, would you say you're a paragon of virtue ALL the time? Sure, we all say we'd leap in front of that bullet, but push comes to shove, most of us would hesitate or hope for an alternative. We all have our flaws, pic related, but that doesn't make us bad people. Point is though, that 10% is worth cultivating. It makes up for the 90% which is shit.

14 min later 4338143 Anonymous (1342460497987.jpg 805x1063 685kB)
>>4338002 feeling worthless. my self esteem has been taking a turn for the worse. i feel like no girl is interested in me, so my love life is dead atm....i dont have a job, and i just turnd 19. and i still dont know what to do with my life, education wise. i just spend everyday, in my room. playing guitar...looking out the window. i dont know what i want anymore, and i feel dead inside. total disharmony with the world around me >>4338010 and lie to myself? no dude. >>4338013 i dont drink.

17 min later 4338167 Anonymous
>>4338113 I know I'm far from perfect. I've been selfish before, hurt others, and done many bad things, but I've changed too. Nowadays I may be the same, but only to the people who deserve it. Manipulating others is fine if they're people who would do the same to the nicer and more vulnerable people out there. If it came to it, I'd gravely hurt someone if the end result would seem better to me. People may dislike me because of my methods, but they would sure as hell prefer the results. Can't make an omelette without breaking a few eggs.

17 min later 4338177 Anonymous (1332367052629.jpg 800x1132 369kB)


18 min later 4338185 Anonymous
>>4338143 Get in a band if you can anon, otherwise upload videos of you covering crappy/mediocre modern songs and get millions of views, hence getting a tonne of girls wet.

23 min later 4338241 Anonymous (1342460893226.png 359x795 192kB)
>>4338185 that made me lol. but also think about how much everyone sucks even more... (except for you people, you seem cool...thats why i come here) i would actually prefer to make a solo project, since. getting a good band together is always a pain..

25 min later 4338263 Anonymous
>>4338143 > i feel like no girl is interested in me, so my love life is dead Well that's, you know, one of those self-feeding viscious cycles. Shit sucks yo. But try this: Fake it. Go up to a random potential and just completely fake some self-esteem. Treat it like an act. Put on your cool face and ask her out or something. Now, this is a cold-call pickup, so you're GONNA be shot down. Play it cool. If you can handle that, hey, maybe that charade wasn't all fake (Fun fact, I fake most of my social emotions, but that's probably just me). > i still dont know what to do with my life, education wise. Well, what do you like to do? Other than music? (Also, WHOA, 4chan just got awesome!)

28 min later 4338309 Anonymous
>>4338241 Well I'm not here that often, but I'll take that as a compliment, and the same goes to you good sir. Not to judge, but how good at guitar are you? If you enjoy punk or metal, and can play it half decently, you're already far ahead of the average musicians on Youtube. Just get a nice hairstyle and you've bagged yourself a girl. Solo project-wise, just jam at a local place sometimes, even busk if you wish (Extra money too). If you can sing even half decently then you could do pretty well for yourself with it. Another option is to create your own songs by recording different segments and adding others in via PC program. You could try a new genre, mix something up, or just make a song for yourself/cover one you like.

29 min later 4338320 Sal Monella
>>4338143 Friend, I feel your pain to a point. I'm on an educational/professional dead end too. I've felt dead inside and depressed for a long time. There were days I couldn't find the courage to get off bed and just lied there, waiting for something to save me. I have more to tell you about my life that may draw a tear from a few anons. My advice? Brush your teeth and work out. I'm not kidding. When you're completely wasted, out of work and down you need someone to appreciate you. When you do something for yourself, you appreciate the gesture. And so you build enough confidence to carry on. Because the one and only person who really matters, the one you have to lie with at the end of the day likes you.

29 min later 4338322 Anonymous
>>4338263 Christ what just happened to my browser? I got a thread watcher now?? Badass!

36 min later 4338414 Anonymous
>>4338322 BEHOLD THE GLORY OF HTML5! >>4338320 >Brush your teeth and work out. I'm not kidding. When you're completely wasted, out of work and down you need someone to appreciate you. When you do something for yourself, you appreciate the gesture. This. Work out and take care of yourself. Even if shit sucks, as long as you maintain some semblence of health you can make it through it. And working out is a productive way to kill time.

37 min later 4338427 Anonymous
>>4338414 IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!!

44 min later 4338511 Anonymous
>>4338263 i dont really go to clubs or something like that, to meet girls (inb4 neckbearded faggot) ...but im not really that, party in the city type...im a calm and artsy guy. like, a male version of Octavia. with a bit of fluttershy thrown in...sorry, i thought it would be easier to explain that way. education wise. well...something creative. some kind of graphic design, computer thing. i really really do not know how to say this. since, im not american or british...i feel stupid know. lol >>4338309 i love metal. just love it...my taste is pretty wide. but i have though about the last thing you mentioned. since, i really want to create something new and interesting.

47 min later 4338540 Anonymous (1342476366492.png 900x1023 176kB)
>>4338320 >>4338414 im not ugly or anything...im pretty decent looking i guess. and i actually do work out. i jog... but my self esteem has always been shit. i feel like everything i do, is pointless and everyone is just better at me.

49 min later 4338558 Anonymous
>>4338511 Fuck clubs. But do you, oh I don't know, shop for food? Are there other people there? I'm not telling you to go hunting in the spawning pools, just, you know, keep your eye out. >education wise. well...something creative. some kind of graphic design, computer thing. Illustrator? Blender? Graphic artist? 3D modeler? My sister is a graphic artist. Dry boring work making up the ads that go in a magazine. Someone has to do it. But it's a job and it pays. If you're more of an artsy artist. GIT YER ASS to making a portfolio and putting it online. Anyway, lunch is done, so good luck and take care of yourself.

56 min later 4338646 Anonymous
>>4338558 it was nice talking to you. really

58 min later 4338671 Anonymous (dang it bobby.jpg 993x688 160kB)
>>4338558 >>4338540 bro I was just like you at 19. You've gotta find something you love and want to get good at, it gives you something to strive for and adds meaning to your life. I got into writing, and I'm still no Joyce but I'm slowly improving.

1 hours later 4338700 Sal Monella
>>4338540 No mate, my point's not looking good. It's feeling good. We are programmed to be selfish. We come first. Therefore our opinion about ourselves matters the most. You've no doubt seen competent people being praised but never achieving greatness because they weigh themselves down, and people who have no worth whatsoever stroll around like they're the Pope just because they think they rock. The point of carring for yourself is to make yourself realize that he is liked by the person he subconsiously believes matters the most. >>4338558 >Blender You cruel, inhuman monster. You'd have him walk barefoot through a living hell. Or at least from my perspective. Even if FiM ended suddenly with all the characters raped to death by an invading army, it'd still not frustrate and enrage me a tenth as much as blender has.

1 hours later 4338728 Anonymous (Worried Octavia.png 900x708 140kB)
Just know one thing, OP. You're not alone. Even when we call you a faggot, know that in the end, there is a reward for it. You never told me, but I know what. A family. Dear 2K, sue me.

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