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2012-11-03 05:26 13515535 Anonymous (threadstarterV3ultimate.jpg 216x180 19kB)
Going to assume this still fits here better then anywhere else. Remember to be cool to eachother and that it doesn't have to be traumatic to share. Get it off your chest if need be, make some friends.

27 min later 13515697 Anonymous
Bump, for kicks

39 min later 13515767 Anonymous
Raped by a dude who was babysitting when I was 9. Shits fucked up. I'm a dude as well. It fucks with me sometimes, think about it every day. Most days I just ignore it though. Makes for a nice scapegoat to blame all my problems on

42 min later 13515784 Anonymous
Also bump

42 min later 13515786 Anonymous
>>13515767 sorry man hope you're doing ok

43 min later 13515792 Anonymous
>>13515767 Well, how do you feel about it these days? Has it effected you sexually much?

44 min later 13515806 Anonymous
>>13515786 I do ok. Made me untrusting of nearly everyone, nobody knows. It happened to my brother too and I pray everyday that he was to young to remember it. The only thing I've ever prayed for.

47 min later 13515824 Anonymous
>>13515792 Constantly friendzoned. Terrified of putting my feelings on the line. Plus it made me a fat shit, all I trusted was food. Doing better now lost about 150lb, fuck random girls. But I can only hook up if I care absolutely nothing for them though. Love is much harder.

50 min later 13515848 Anonymous
>>13515792 The fucked up part is, it was a family friend, and since no one knows he still knows my family. Would absolutely snap if I ever saw him. I've planned his murder many times

55 min later 13515879 Anonymous
>>13515848 Oh well, you gotta work on finding peace within yourself, no need to let the past get you all the time. You got through it, you'll get over it too. Best of luck, anon.

58 min later 13515909 Anonymous
>>13515879 I try man. I moved to the other side of the state because I fucked up every relationship I cared about. Doing better now, I'm not over it but it haunts me much less than it did. Just a passing thought most of the time. Then I smoke some weed. Thanks for listening anon

2 hours later 13516429 Anonymous
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2 hours later 13516552 Anonymous (image.jpg 259x194 22kB)
>>13516429 Bump harder, nigga!

2 hours later 13516563 Anonymous
>>13516552 What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

2 hours later 13516586 Anonymous (image.jpg 2592x1936 1591kB)
>>13516563 Come at me bro

2 hours later 13516613 Anonymous
4chan is really the last place on the internet you want to be starting this kind of thread. "oh you got raped? Tell me more while I wank to your pain!"

2 hours later 13516676 Anonymous (1346792176112.jpg 700x524 89kB)
>>13515848 How old was he? Did he molest you, or full on fuck you? How did that work out? Like... does he just put you to bed after raping you and pretend nothing happened?

2 hours later 13516693 Anonymous
>>13516676 15-16 I think. Both. Pretty much yea that's how it went down

2 hours later 13516721 Anonymous
>>13516693 So he was old enough to know what he was doing. Not just some kind of weird experiment. That's rough. Did it happen more than once? Did he wear a condom or did you have to go to bed with his cum inside you?

2 hours later 13516736 Anonymous
>>13516721 Different things happened at different times. Yea more than once. I didn't know what was going on either, he turned it in to his fucked up little game. Suck this and we'll go play nerf guns. That kinda shit

2 hours later 13516756 Anonymous
I am 20 years old now. this happened when I was 18. I was raped by my best friend. He got off work late and wanted to hang out at my place, we had some jager. And well, after my second shot he just started staring at me weird. He grabbed my hand and professed his love towards me and I said "That's ok man, I'm not gay though. I love you as a brother" He got pissed off and pushed me down on my bed and ripped off my shirt. He literally pinned me down on my bed and started to make out with my neck. Biting and making me bleed on several spots. While doing this he managed to get his work pants down his ankles. He eventually stopped and moved his hands towards the gym shorts I was wearign at the time and pulled them down my legs while sitting on my chest. He whispered in my ear while still ontop of me and said "Suck my dick Stephen"

2 hours later 13516763 Anonymous
>>13516756 I was scared, really scared. I didn't want to get hurt any further and so I did as he said. I sucked his dick and swallowed his cum. After this happened he said "That's not good enough for me" And so, after I sucked his dick he practically flipped my body upside down and grabbed my hips with his hands. His nails digged into my skin, I started to bleed from this. After he grabbed my hips he stopped and said he was sorry. I sat there, and cried for about 2 minutes. I had my hands buried in my face and during that time frame he was getting undressed even further. And so he stood there, when I was done crying his dick was in my face and made me blow him a little bit more, I didn't allow him to cum in my mouth, or it could be because he spent the majority of his load in the first one. Either way after I removed his dick from my mouth he pushed me over my bed. My butt was facing his dick and he well.. Pulled everything off me. He then shoved his dick into my ass. I literally started screaming, crying, wishing I was dead as he raped me. I begged him to stop from the beginning but he kept going. It lasted for 2hours. I couldn't bear the pain. My body was in shock, my ass was in the worse pain in the world.

2 hours later 13516769 Anonymous
>>13516763 Ever since that day i can't get over that. I can't get over my pride, my manhood, my everything being taken away from me. He was my closest friend in my entire life until that night. I will answer any questions.

2 hours later 13516792 Anonymous
>>13516769 are you for real?

2 hours later 13516793 Anonymous
>>13516769 I think I just killed this thread.. :/

2 hours later 13516800 Anonymous
>>13516792 Yes, I'm for real.

2 hours later 13516809 Anonymous
>>13516769 It just takes time dude. Trust. You'll never forget it and you'll think about it everyday, eventually the pain will start to dull and it just becomes a part of you. Sucks man. All of my feels

2 hours later 13516810 Anonymous
>>13516793 i mean.. not sure if troll but here are some questions.. For what reason didnt you man the fuck up and get him away from you, or like, punched the living shit out of him? second, how much cum did you swallow?

2 hours later 13516829 Anonymous
>>13516809 Time? How long do you think it will take? I can't even have male friends anymore. >>13516810 I couldn't. I was scared, Like, all the strength I had in my body simply went away. I went weak. And..Well, it was quite a bit. I couldn't tell you exactly how much, it was in my mouth. It was a bit though.

2 hours later 13516835 Anonymous
>>13516800 That was arousing and all, but I call bullshit. Rape victims don't describe their abuse in detail and invite Q&A time.

2 hours later 13516851 Anonymous
>>13516835 supported

2 hours later 13516853 Anonymous
>>13516835 Why would you call bullshit? This is the only time I've ever told anyone anything, I just decided on this right now- i thought it might be a way to get it off my chest. And I'm giving Q&A.. Because I can.

2 hours later 13516855 Anonymous
>>13516829 More time than you can imagine. I was 9 and now I'm 24 and I still get down sometimes. Take it slow man, choose your friends and hang out in groups.

2 hours later 13516865 Anonymous
>>13516835 You've never been to a thread before, have you?

2 hours later 13516874 Anonymous
>>13516865 Its hard though, I can't really have anyone close to me. I've secluded myself from people pretty much.

2 hours later 13516880 Anonymous
>>13516835 Yea they remember everything. Everything. It gets burned into you.

3 hours later 13516892 Anonymous
I was technically raped when I was 16. I say technically because it was only rape in the legal sense. Anyway, long story short, I was visiting my cousin Jessica up in north Georgia for Halloween back in 2007. One night, she and I hit up a party at a friend's house that until then I had never met. Right away there was some kind of sexual tension, which was odd considering she was six years older than I was. Anyway, the party was a little boring, but it didn't bother me much. After all, I was only 16 at the time and still fairly innocent, so I was turned off by a lot of the stuff there. What I did enjoy, however, was the copious amounts of alcohol available. Previously, the only way I could drink was to smuggle some of my dad's beer out back; now, I had unlimited access. Several shots of Captain and a number of beers later, I was pretty fucked up. Feeling like shit, I decided to crash in Jessica's friend's room. At some point, I heard the door open and close, and then felt someone climb on top of me. This was followed by realizing that my pants were being undone and finally my dick being inserted into some warm, wet orifice. I woke up just enough to see Jessica's friend bouncing on top of my cock. In my drunken haze, I was unable to resist, though looking back now I didn't want to. When it was time for me to cum, she somehow sensed it and immediately started blowing me. I blew my load into her mouth, and she swallowed happily while she continued slowly sucking me off for a few more minutes until I came down. Afterward, she told me goodnight and left. Not an epic tale, but hey, I can technically say I was raped.

3 hours later 13516900 Anonymous
>>13516874 It changes you. You're a different person now and the old you is gone. I was just like that all until and through high school. Best advice, move away. Start new and remember that evil is in the minority.

3 hours later 13516909 Anonymous
>>13516900 Move where?

3 hours later 13516953 Anonymous
>>13516909 Away. Unless your very close to anyone where you live, I would say just leave. Try to stick to somewhere that you're not afraid of (i.e. Detroit) honestly I would say Denver is the best place, there's just a better vibe there. Just not aurora.

3 hours later 13516960 Anonymous
>>13516892 Sounds like a fun girl. You should stay in touch.

3 hours later 13516980 Anonymous
>>13516953 I've been trying to find a place to go when I get out of the marines. I've been trying /soc/ every day to try and find a roomate for when i get out.

3 hours later 13517017 Anonymous
>>13516980 Just find somewhere where you feel right. Pacific Northwest has some nice tranquil places too. Find a place where you can socialize and meet new people but still get away into seclusion when you need to.

3 hours later 13517060 Anonymous
>>13516960 I did for a while. We fucked a few more times over the next couple of years, usually around the holidays. She's married now, though. I was kind of bummed about that.

3 hours later 13517146 Anonymous
I got molested when I was a kid a few times by our neighbor I don't think I was affected by it since I've dealt with it, it never was much of a big deal. So what I got bummed as a kid, people are out there getting bummed right now probably.

5 hours later 13518429 Anonymous
>>13517146 He still your neighbor?

7 hours later 13519778 Anonymous
Raped by daddy when I was 7.

9 hours later 13521185 Anonymous
Never been molested or raped, but I do sometimes find abuse help forums and read stories there to get off to. I can only get off reading when the abused are forced to get off, or slowly get to like it...but it's still really fucked up.

10 hours later 13522627 Anonymous
>>13519778 How old now, how did life turn out for you otherwise?

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