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2013-07-30 11:59 8005550 Anonymous (7823.Tomoko%20(069).png 794x521 322kB)
>19 >Diagnosed autist at 13. >Going to college in a month. >Job interview for a decent paying job tomorrow. >Drivers test this week. >Got meds adjusted to include propranolol to cope with anxiety. >One friend. >Never had a gf. >Got in shape and dropped about 100 lbs. >Whole life of 19 years consisted of nothing but failure and bitterness. I don't even know what's driving me anymore guys. I keep on going on after 19 constant years of failure and I feel like I'm beginning to slowly lose my sanity.

1 min later 8005568 Anonymous
>>8005550 No one feels similar, anyone?

2 min later 8005579 Anonymous
I hate autistic people for itermind

2 min later 8005586 Anonymous
>>8005550 >drivers test >I do't even know what's driving me anymore Clever, OP. Clever

4 min later 8005606 Anonymous
Failure? >attending college >possibility of a good job soon >has a friend Yeah ok normalfag

4 min later 8005607 Anonymous
>Job interview for a decent paying job tomorrow. Well, at least you have that going for you.

8 min later 8005643 Anonymous
>>8005579 Why? What did I do to you? I've had years of therapy to know how to at least appear normal. Do I deserve hate just for being born?

10 min later 8005661 Earthwormstyle
>>8005550 >20 >diagnosed asperger autism at 7 >going to college >accepted into all apprenticeship interviews (6/6) >no driving licence because lazy and no money >no friends >never had a gf. >whole life of 20 years consisted of mostly failure and bitterness. The only thing I'm good at is college and I still don't think my life has only been a failure. OP your autism will probably help you a lot with the college stuff, or well it did that for me. It kinda just makes socializing shit.

13 min later 8005696 Anonymous
>18 >diagnosed with asperger's >going to university in a while >scared of group projects >afraid that I will do shit at them and drop out Similar feels / experiences?

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