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2013-07-30 11:59 8005550 Anonymous (7823.Tomoko%20(069).png 794x521 322kB)
>19
>Diagnosed autist at 13.
>Going to college in a month.
>Job interview for a decent paying job tomorrow.
>Drivers test this week.
>Got meds adjusted to include propranolol to cope with anxiety.
>One friend.
>Never had a gf.
>Got in shape and dropped about 100 lbs.
>Whole life of 19 years consisted of nothing but failure and bitterness.
I don't even know what's driving me anymore guys. I keep on going on after 19 constant years of failure and I feel like I'm beginning to slowly lose my sanity.
1 min later 8005568 Anonymous
>>8005550
No one feels similar, anyone?
2 min later 8005579 Anonymous
I hate autistic people
for itermind
2 min later 8005586 Anonymous
>>8005550
>drivers test
>I do't even know what's driving me anymore
Clever, OP. Clever
4 min later 8005606 Anonymous
Failure?
>attending college
>possibility of a good job soon
>has a friend
Yeah ok normalfag
4 min later 8005607 Anonymous
>Job interview for a decent paying job tomorrow.
Well, at least you have that going for you.
8 min later 8005643 Anonymous
>>8005579
Why? What did I do to you? I've had years of therapy to know how to at least appear normal. Do I deserve hate just for being born?
10 min later 8005661 Earthwormstyle
>>8005550
>20
>diagnosed asperger autism at 7
>going to college
>accepted into all apprenticeship interviews (6/6)
>no driving licence because lazy and no money
>no friends
>never had a gf.
>whole life of 20 years consisted of mostly failure and bitterness.
The only thing I'm good at is college and I still don't think my life has only been a failure.
OP your autism will probably help you a lot with the college stuff, or well it did that for me.
It kinda just makes socializing shit.
13 min later 8005696 Anonymous
>18
>diagnosed with asperger's
>going to university in a while
>scared of group projects
>afraid that I will do shit at them and drop out
Similar feels / experiences?
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