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2012-12-29 07:23 5004596 Anonymous (1260576480529.jpg 576x432 81kB)
>never had a gf and im 22.
>never fucked
>only female i liked 4years ago was only into kawaii korean boys, she was also a bitch.
>hopeless uni student with no real path
>shit min wage job that makes me more jaded & mindless than ever before
>cant move out parents house because not enough cash
>cant get a better job because hopeless uni classes taking up my week
>have to pay $100 in rent, $60 internet bill, $50 phone bill, $40 weekly on gas, $100 monthly on car insurance..no money to buy anything for myself
>short generic half-built nig that isnt into nig culture, so no fem-nigs to fuck
>hate 99% female nigs with a passion. never want to date one
>starting to hate most females in general, barely want to even acknowledge their existence. never dream about having a gf anymore or play out situations
>dont want a gf since im in such a shit situation
>only 1 friend that i talk to once every 6months
>personality is dead because im 100% jaded. no juice left
>going to fuck some tranny escort next week
im having a really hard time giving a fuck about anything, and i actually feel pretty happy when i dream about just finally being dead. i need some inspiration, anyone else in a more worse situation than me? i need to feel better. no drugs/alcohol suggestions please, just not my thing. i mean ive always been a pathetic fuck with no friends/etc, but atleast then i had college to look forward to and possibly acquring dosh. now it just feels things are going no where. i'd honestly feel content making $40k yrly and living alone somewhere. cheer me up, gooby pls
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