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2018-12-23 04:38 50005103 Anonymous (1545009344806.jpg 598x465 191kB)
>go to normie friend's Christmas party >girl calls my name >I remember her but I don't know her name >she seems hurt and walks away >drink 4 beers >get really tired >want to talk to my friends >can't because even when I'm drinking I can't be social >have a urinary incontinence problem >suddenly have uncontrollable urge to piss >try my best to hold it >piss myself >fortunately wearing black pants >I hope no one noticed >spend rest of night out by the campfire with this guy who is probably actually retarded because everyone else went back inside >can barely stay awake >go back inside at the end of the night >say goodbye to the friend who hosted it >go home >change pants >go to sleep I'm not going to make it and I wish I would die so that I don't have to suffer like this all the time but I have a family and I don't want to hurt them. Social anxiety is crippling and I have missed out on so much. I don't understand why I am like this. I wish someone would have taught me how to socialize when I was young because it's too late now and I will suffer like this until the day I die.

2 min later 50005134 Anonymous
Dude stayed with you cause he felt pity Everyone else went back inside cause you smelled like pee

4 min later 50005171 Anonymous
>>50005134 Yeah, I know. Maybe I didn't smell that bad, I just wasn't saying much because I was so tired. It was hell and it just reminds me of how much of a failure I am

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