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2014-03-18 02:21 11003782 Anonymous (1392741377354.png 500x450 8kB)
At what age and after what events did you realise that you were just meant to be alone? I used to be sort of a normal guy, I still sometimes talk to people at college. But i've recently understood that no one will ever look at me like a true friend or a significant other. It's really sad.

2 min later 11003793 Anonymous
Everyone just disregards this as bullshit, but I have what you could call a "true friend" and I still feel alone and shitty.

2 min later 11003798 Anonymous
>>11003793 Yeah I understand. I'm more bummed out about no gf

8 min later 11003830 Anonymous
16. 24 now. Life's a laugh.

10 min later 11003836 Anonymous
>>11003782 >used to be sort of a normal guy, I still sometimes talk to people at college. But i've recently understood that no one will ever look at me like a true friend or a significant other. It's really sad. Fuck bro I know where you're coming from, I have plenty of acquaintances from work and school but no real friends looking back on my life I've really had any, I was just friends with people who were better friends with each other than me. I've gotten used to it, sometimes I think it might be improving, but reality let's me know it can't and won't >tfw gotta have friends to have a social life >tfw gotta have a social life to make friends >tfw gotta have both to get a gf

15 min later 11003861 Anonymous
Around 14. Before that I was social. I would go to friends houses or hang out and talk to people at school. To this day I have no idea why I almost overnight became an introvert. I just stopped having the same interests as other kids.

42 min later 11004035 Anonymous
>tfw always playing third-wheel Is it even possible to make a true friend when you're a robot?

44 min later 11004055 Anonymous
I've always figured I was meant to be alone in life. For as long as I can remember, Oh sure I can talk and make friends but. Deep down I know

48 min later 11004080 Anonymous
I don't think theres anyone here old enough to have truly realized that.. if youre young, thinking like that can change how many fucks you give which in turn can net you friends...

1 hours later 11004179 Anonymous
Probably at age 16 or 17. I had tried to make friends before that for years and I just couldn't, let alone get a gf. I'm 21 now and my only relationships are of the professional kind. In a way it's like a touch of bliss when you realize that being alone isn't all that bad.

1 hours later 11004199 Anonymous
In Kindergarten I would regularly refuse to come in from playtime out in the playground when the teachers would call everyone in. It was usually because I'd become so wrapped up in my imaginary games that I didn't want to stop. The problem was that I would only realise too late that that I was all alone and everyone was inside now having fun without me.

1 hours later 11004205 Anonymous (le_edgy_assburgers.png 264x400 9kB)
>tfw you're an insufferable cunt but still want friends to enjoy vidya and /tg/ with >tfw no friends

2 hours later 11004622 Anonymous
It was probably around the time I was 20. I had grown apart from all my friends and couldn't make new ones.

2 hours later 11004651 Anonymous
>>11003861 Do you have any friends or acquaintances today?

2 hours later 11004663 Anonymous
When I was 7 my sister handed me a deck of tarot cards and told me to draw one. I got the hermit.

2 hours later 11004702 Anonymous
>>11003861 I used to have friends who loved and cared for me, but I started avoiding them until I lost contact. I think it's just that hanging out often with other people was such an alien concept to me that I felt weird doing it. Still, I am not so sure why I did it, but I regret every bit of it.

2 hours later 11004726 Anonymous
had friends, grillfriends even with relationships but it was too much of a hassle to maintain and that upkeep man now I'm a lazy fuck and I don't even bother wasting my breath anymore

2 hours later 11004752 Anonymous
>>11003782 Theirs like 5 people I would actually consider my friend. 4 of us grew up together but 1 moved away. I don't see much of them anymore. The other is my roomate and we met in high school. I hate talking to people in college. I find people to be fake as hell. My life experiences have left me with severe trust issues as well, so I really don't like getting to know people. This makes it impossible to make a girlfriend, or even a friend, at this point in my life.

2 hours later 11004760 Anonymous
15, 24 now. At the time I was more intelligent than my peers I think but over time that eroded as I got lazy and depressed. I am confident my IQ has decreased from the aforemenetioned depression and lack of socialization now.

2 hours later 11004775 Anonymous
A few years back. I'm just not built for relationships.

3 hours later 11005009 Anonymous
It was in 2nd grade. The teacher went outside for some reason. Everyone else started chatting and having fun with their neighbors while I couldn't even beg someone to speak to me. I remember thinking, "they're never going to treat me the same way they treat each other." Or maybe third grade. We had to stand up and tell the class about our family. I told everyone about my father who comes home from work and never stops screaming (he was a major alcoholic). This was just the funniest thing ever. Student and teacher alike couldn't stop laughing.

3 hours later 11005060 Anonymous
>tfw you have a shitty personality >tfw you behave like a high-school kid sometimes >tfw you don't even realize your a complete social retard I often realize at night that I was a complete dick that day, yesterday and most other days too. Then I realize why I'm alone. Feels bad man. I can't even blame it on anything but me.

3 hours later 11005095 Anonymous (1393267278274.jpg 320x278 68kB)
>>11005009 >I remember thinking, "they're never going to treat me the same way they treat each other." That is hard hitting, man.

3 hours later 11005127 Anonymous
>>11005060 If only someone could enjoy our company. I mean, yeah, I push a bit further than most people are comfortable with but I'm honestly harmless as long as you handle me correctly. Then we can both have a good time.

3 hours later 11005164 Anonymous
>>11003782 I was bullied from the first grade, only hung out with other social outcasts if anyone. I always knew i'd be alone.

3 hours later 11005189 Anonymous
>high school >1 good friend >other people generally like me but not enough to actually be actual friends >didn't know this back then >everything is fine with the world :^) >one day this one friend is ill >be bored >want to talk to someone >fuck.exe >realize that without this one frined I'm basically alone >awkwardly sit there alone for the rest of the week I always had very good grades and thought I was something better than everyone else and special. This day I found out that I am special but not in a good way. The rest of the highschool was pretty shitty. That was also the first time I really felt tfwnogf. As you might think I also thought that I'm too good for girls and kept the no girls allowed attitude for a long time. I lost contact with this one friend and in the end he barely tolerated me too. I probably was pretty fucking annoying. Anyway, it has gotten better now and I've found some people I enjoy being around. I already fear College end in 2 year because after then we will lose contact, they start getting married and get jobs and I will be alone again.

3 hours later 11005242 Anonymous
>tfw I've never been anyone's best friend It makes me feel pretty worthless knowing no one will ever consider me to be their greatest friend because it seems like everyone has a best friend but me.

3 hours later 11005290 Anonymous
>tfw no girl will ever actively seek your company >tfw when no girl will ever like you enough to consider you a significant other >tfw smile at the thought of you >tfw no girl will ever want to be romantic with you or surprise you with something cute she's done for you >tfw no girl will ever be excited meeting you... Life truly is hell and I'm never getting out of it. It doesn't stop

4 hours later 11005304 Anonymous
>>11005290 >I'm never getting out of it Don't worry, anon. We all die someday.

4 hours later 11005312 Anonymous
>be bored of loner hobbies >oh hey instead of being bored I'll just go and do something >no_friends.txt At least online multiplayer exists. I get the feeling people in my online groups don't really like me either though.

4 hours later 11005347 Anonymous
>>11005304 not him but >tfw can't wait to die >tfw why can't i just fucking die in my sleep

4 hours later 11005352 Anonymous
I didn't become aware of my fate until 18, that was when everyone just up and left, I tried a few times go against the grain of it, which would work a few times here and there, but ended up in failure. Didn't take until sometime between last year and this year to realize that I also just don't like people in general, and thus became ok with being alone

4 hours later 11005499 Anonymous
>>11005347 >you will never die quielty in your sleep without seeing it coming

4 hours later 11005574 Anonymous (how horrifying.jpg 225x220 57kB)
>>11005009 >Student and teacher alike couldn't stop laughing.

4 hours later 11005639 Anonymous (afeel.png 867x728 24kB)
>>11005009 >I told everyone about my father who comes home from work and never stops screaming (he was a major alcoholic). This was just the funniest thing ever. Student and teacher alike couldn't stop laughing. oh fuck anon

4 hours later 11005650 Anonymous (1391619502356.png 579x523 131kB)
>>11003782 I know this feel. I miss being a normalfag but I could never go back now that ive seen how 90% of friendships/relationships operate.

4 hours later 11005659 Anonymous
>>11003782 14, after some false allegations of molesting a child. I had a huge chip on my shoulder from there on in. Nowadays, I have one best friend, that's it. That's all I need. He 'gets' me, and he lets me do my own thing without tossing social obligations upon me.

4 hours later 11005735 Anonymous
22 I'm 27 now and still a kissless virgin. I probably wasn't content with it until 25, and even then sometimes I still get really melancholic to pissed about it. Sometimes I go from thinking I don't deserve anyone anyways to being angry that I'm going to be alone forever. I did have one opportunity for a girlfriend last year but she noped the fuck out when I told her I was still a virgin. Don't get angry though she wasn't a catch. She had 3 kids and the reason i told her i was a virgin was when we were talking. I asked her what some of her fantasies are and she said she doesn't have any anymore because she's already did everything she wanted. I just said 'wow I'm still a virgin so there's so much I want to do' or something along those lines.

4 hours later 11005752 Anonymous
>>11005735 >beachesandshores.txt

5 hours later 11005827 Anonymous
>>11005735 As for friends I probably knew in high school. I was 17 talking to a guy in my algebra class. We were both going through the dadrock phase where we were talking about older music and shitting on top 40's. I don't remember exactly what happened but after that I was like Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck don't hate me don't hate me when we left. He never came back to talk to me after that though. I don't think he actually hated me but i guess he didn't want the friendship as bad as I did. Weird thinking back how thirsty I was for just a simple friend. Also that same year I got invited by a big group to go to a friends house and play games. I did alright I think, both in score holding my own and socializing half way. Anyways I go up to the group the next day at school thinking we were chums now and asked how often they did that and the leader of the group was just like 'oh...umm..you were there? uhh I guess every other week or so..." and I just stood there awkwardly trying to fit in before the bell rang and I never talked to them again or got invited back. I did have on friend who seemed to be just as bad as me. He embraced it openly though. He was that kid who knew girls thought he was disgusting so he'd lick his palm and hold it out at girls to get them out of the way or flirt with them so they'd freak out and leave.

6 hours later 11006755 Anonymous
I don't really know yet. I've basically lived my whole life with no hobbies outside of Videogames and 4Chan. I'm working towards getting genuine hobbies but it's going to take time.

6 hours later 11006805 Anonymous (1392159323083.gif 700x525 823kB)
>>11003782 >At what age and after what events did you realise that you were just meant to be alone? I began to realize it by my 4th year of college, but I didn't want to accept it. Now (3 years later) I've come to terms with it.

6 hours later 11006831 Anonymous
I have never had any drive for romance and the first time I learnt about sex when I was 5 I started working out strategies to avoid it if I ever got married

6 hours later 11006869 Anonymous
Around age 19-20. In high school I was probably in the most friendliest class possible, everyone was friendly with each other. I was lucky. Although now when I meet up with high school friends I realize that I don't quite fit in, especially girls don't want to talk to me.

8 hours later 11008206 Anonymous
Well when I was 5 my kindergarten teacher forgot about me so I sat alone in the classroom for an entire day while everyone else was having fun on a field trip. I just drew pictures and imagined what it would be like to be accepted by at least one person.

9 hours later 11008432 Anonymous (sukabu - いいから入って.jpg 1500x1063 1430kB)
I don't think I'm meant to be completely alone but I think it was around 17 that I realized some people are just meant to never be in a romantic relationship. I don't know, sometimes there are days I suddenly care but most of the time the only thing that bothers me is how horny I am, rather than some non-existing hole in my heart I'd want to fill. Relationships seem like a chore to me.

9 hours later 11008799 Anonymous
friends that I've had could fit into three types: ones that were normal but didn't really care about being friends ones that were too needy or just miserable ones that had problems which made them assholes to be around since getting out of school I'm not even going to bother getting to know anyone anymore, and I'm happier being alone.

9 hours later 11008843 Anonymous
In high school when I had an empty table to myself in the cafeteria every single day because no one wanted to sit next to me. Also in many of my classes where I was surrounded by empty desks because people cling to the walls when I sit in the center of the room.

9 hours later 11008845 Anonymous
>tfw the universe seems to actively try to force me to be alone, no matter how much I try to improve my life Every time I think I'm back on the road to being normal again, something bad happens. it's so tempting just to accept my destiny...

9 hours later 11008871 Anonymous
Just recently. I'm 21. I used to be a complete normalfag with an attractive gf and a ton of friends. Now I have exactly one friend and everyone in this town fucking hates me. No one at work likes me (today I was told I'm "fucking annoying" and that no one would EVER hang out with me outside of work) and I joined a photography club and nobody talks to me there. I actually actively try to converse with them but they just ignore me or give me one word answers then go chat with some "cool" guy. I realize I'll never have a TRUE friend cause I'm too old now and everyone is very "cliquey" in my town. No chance of me getting another girlfriend ever again... I have no friends to set me up with anyone, no single females at my work (plus they all dislike me), only like 1 female in the photog club and she's morbidly obese and married to some other guy who's in it and I tried online dating but I guess I'm too ugly and boring cause I've only gotten 2 messages then they both stopped talking to me after I replied to them.... Fuck. I don't even want to kill myself but I'd love it if someone or something killed me.

9 hours later 11009024 Anonymous
>>11008871 What changed, anon? How did you get downgraded to a Robot?

9 hours later 11009048 Anonymous
>>11003782 Late teenage years. I pretty much had came to the conclusion that just some people are meant to be alone.

9 hours later 11009098 Anonymous
>>11003782 17. I finally had a gf, slept with her, and realized that, despite what the movies tell me, attracting a and sleeping with a pretty girl does not make me a satisfied and socially acceptable person.

9 hours later 11009115 Anonymous
>>11009024 Prepare for a lot of text: gf broke up with me in the most cruel way ever after THREE YEARS of being together and started dating her co-worker a week later (I found out a few months after that she had been seeing him before she split with me) and I couldn't take it. I've been pretty depressed my whole life but she kinda kept me together. Then I had a rebound with a friend of a friend but she wanted to date and she told me she loved me a month of us fucking and I couldn't deal with it so I broke it off and she had infiltrated my group of friends during that short period then went on a rampage completely tearing my group apart with her drama and bullshit but they preferred her over me since they're all beta faggots who want to fuck her so they'd all hang out together and not invite me cause she'd tell them not to and over time she indoctrinated them with fucking bullshit to make them all hate me. So now I'm stuck without any friends besides one of them but he isn't really that close of a friend and I feel like he only hangs out with me cause he pities me

10 hours later 11009145 Anonymous
>>11009115 That really sucks. To be fair, they don't sound like they were the greatest of friends anyway.

10 hours later 11009155 Anonymous
>>11009145 They weren't but I thought they were and that's what hurt the most. If I knew they were fags and then that happened I wouldn't be too upset. Ehhhhhhhhh. What I'd want most is a gf but idk where to meet women

10 hours later 11009198 Anonymous
>>11009155 I know the feeling. I'm a bit of a shutin myself, but when I do socialise, there's never women around (unless they're there with a boyfriend). It's pretty hard to meet women these days. Approaching girls is impossible unless you're really extroverted.

10 hours later 11009243 Anonymous
>>11003782 19 when my best friend who knew everything there was about me told me not to talk to her anymore because I'm clingy and annoying.

11 hours later 11009978 Anonymous (1390857199446.jpg 305x709 114kB)
In retrospect, there were a lot of signs really far back, but I never thought much of it for a long time. After all, could I really have known then that the signs in those early years weren't just coincidences, and that the rest of my life was going to be that way? I can remember even being widely ignored and disliked at the age of 6; at 8, I had very few friends and started being bullied; at 10, just before I went off to a middle school where I didn't know anybody at all, I had almost no friends left and I desperately tried to talk to people to make new friends, which failed miserably. It wasn't too much longer after that, that I gradually accepted things as they were, and by high school, I had resigned myself to being alone forever. Fun life.

11 hours later 11010000 Anonymous
I'm realizing it now. Literally nobody cares about me. People at work like me for the quality of my work, but they could care less about me as a person. My family probably only "like" me because I've been stuck with them for over 2 decades. I don't have any friends or a >gf. What's the point anymore?

11 hours later 11010061 Anonymous
>>11010000 At least I got quads. >tfw that's the highlight of my week so far

11 hours later 11010091 Anonymous
>>11005060 That is a good thing. You're aware of your deficiencies. You can improve.

11 hours later 11010112 Anonymous
>>11010091 No,a good thing would be to not have those properties in yourself.

11 hours later 11010206 Anonymous
>>11010112 >>11010112 That would be the easiest life, sure.

11 hours later 11010367 Anonymous
>>11005735 bro, she was doing you a favor. 3 kids? You don't want to get involved with that. Not to mention that she openly admitted that her sexually active past has made sex no longer an exciting or meaningful thing to her anymore.

12 hours later 11010680 Anonymous
>live nearby football (soccer) filed >always run around neighborhood visiting friends in order to gather a team >realize how stupid it is >come to A conclusion that they also should take an effort to play with you >stay at home waiting >your friends play without you >later on different situations, the same scenario happens over and over Now 26 >have problems with interaction in groups >but at the same time consider meaningless wasting time on forced relations >get angry seeing primaeval social mechanisms occurring in every group school/studies/work/hobbies you are trying to enter >tfw there is always alpha male and female dictating others what they should do >tfw other people who seem to be smarter are actually following them >tfw there is always stigmatized black sheep >tfw there is always a joker >tfw you can't get along >you have two options: sit alone and talk with nobody or stay at home >stay at home

12 hours later 11010684 Anonymous
i accepted it a while ago i have more time and money for hobbies can focus on furthering my education without much distraction but god damn does it get lonely

12 hours later 11010982 Anonymous
>>11010680 you sound smart. why not understand that social game and play it? by being aware of it you have a huge advantage over other people, and you can always uso humor in your defense by calling people out on their bullshit.

12 hours later 11011011 Anonymous
>>11003782 Second year of highschool. Knew since 6tuh grade, but I hadn't embraced it yet.

12 hours later 11011072 Anonymous
>>11005009 >Student and teacher alike couldn't stop laughing. You may have worded it in an odd way that made them think you were joking. Or they're all assholes that need to burn.

12 hours later 11011074 Anonymous
>>11011011 nice post number bro

12 hours later 11011096 Anonymous
Why the hell do you think I am here?

12 hours later 11011132 Anonymous (1374037954055.jpg 409x409 24kB)
>>11004651 >having any friends or acquaintances normalfags these days

12 hours later 11011133 Anonymous
I weave in and out of denial and acceptance.

13 hours later 11011222 Anonymous
16 >tfw everyone in my school had at least one person that they could call their "best friend" >tfw I was always nice to people and well liked by them (at least they liked me to my face) >tfw people always call me their "friend" but I never get invited to any social gatherings >tfw had a chance to get a girlfriend but I've had trust issues my whole life so I didn't even believe that she actually liked me romantically >tfw I will never have enough confidence to date a girl >tfw want to ask people to hang out but I feel like they don't want me to bother them or they'll just show the text to their real friends and laugh at me

13 hours later 11011393 Anonymous
When I was a kid. I always enjoyed being alone and I've often chosen to be alone over being with other people. But that doesn't mean I always want to be. There has been a couple people who I've felt as comfortable and happy with as when I'm alone. I wish I could be alone with them.

13 hours later 11011624 Anonymous
>>11010061 Nigga, you got binary. 208 in binary to be exact.

14 hours later 11011991 Anonymous
I've got three amazing close friends that have been with me since high school and now in college and we all live together, it's more than I could ever ask for. But romantically I realized I'd be alone after my first year of college. It was just really clear to me that it would never happen but there wasn't a specific event that caused me to feel it. It sucks because my mom saved all my Lego from when I was a kid so she could lure over the grand kids but she'll probably never get them now, that's really the only thing that bothers me about it.

14 hours later 11012129 Anonymous (it countinues to rain in my room.jpg 3696x1520 608kB)
>after the events of my seventeenth year, and the begininng of my 18th. >A coincidence, a sudden rain, a sudden encounter. >She was a year older, beautifull in every aspect of the word. >I loved her a lot >I was an open book to her, and she enjoyed that >she enjoyed every time i sneaked up in the middle of the night to see her >everytime i escaped from school to see her >everytime we meet up in some weird place and explored >everytime i turned around and kissed her after she said to my back "make a wish, but not aloud" in my ear >i loved every story ever told me, from the hundreds of books she read >the way she reacted everytime i told her how i much i loved her. >i really loved her, i really did. >but then, after a short year, a genetic disease took her from me >she didn't want me too see that way, but she always made sure to tell me how much she loved me, and so did I. that was four years ago. Times sure flies. I'm glad i met her, and now i feel nothing but gratitude to fate, which allowed me to met her ever so slightly, ever so often, and ever so wonderful.

14 hours later 11012130 Anonymous
>>11004663 seems like she fucked you over in the life department. should try and get payment or something for that.

14 hours later 11012189 Anonymous
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeR rS-o7twk

14 hours later 11012222 Anonymous
>>11012129 Right in the fellios

14 hours later 11012277 Anonymous
Last year. After a few years in social wilderness after high school, I managed to get into a new group of friends. After a few weeks I remembered why I drifted away from my high school friends. I find spending time with others very draining. I never really find it enjoyable and I never feel interested in engaging with them in any way. Afterwards I always feel a little empty. I'm pretty happy about this. For a long time I was very depressed that I had no friends. I would get severe social anxiety when I went and spent time with people. I finally conquered that fear only to find that the grass wasn't greener. Now I'm back to being friendless (and have been for ~9 months now). I'm content with life. I do like having a gf , though. I guess I'm not at the stage where I can be completely alone. Yet.

14 hours later 11012336 Anonymous
>>11012189 >not this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKl SVNxLB-A

14 hours later 11012465 Anonymous
16 or 17. Around this time people started to like me for no goddamn reason, after not giving a quarter of a shit for the whole of my life prior. It honestly really bothered me how fake it felt. As if the only reason that people bothered with me was because everyone else was too. However, I thought that I should just accept being liked, so I put on a mask and let it happen. It was also around this time in my life that I got horribly depressed, so while the exterior me was happy and smiling and had friends and all that shit, I was going fucking insane on the inside. Grills even wanted the d, but I was too much of a social retard to do anything, and even when I made attempts to, they just shyed away. At this point I started to really resent everyone around me. I was being treated like a charicature of myself, like a set peice in other people's lives. Like I wasnt a real person. Time passed, and now most have gone back to not giving a shit about me, and I am a little thankful for that. Shitty part is, my default reaction to affection is now resentment. I guess it doesn't matter much for someone like myself.

16 hours later 11013261 Anonymous
>get first girlfriend at age 20 >amazing few months followed by few months of half misery half elation followed by few more months of mostly misery >always thought shit would work out since I loved her and (thought) she loved me >dumped It's been long enough that I'm not sad over it anymore. Angry if I dwell on it, but not sad. The thing that makes me sad is that I know I'll never have something like that again because my "love is all that matters" bubble has been popped. I doubt I'll ever trust anyone that much again. And if any relationship I have in the future will never match up to my first one, why bother? nobody's shown any interest in me since the breakup 14 months ago anyway so we're talking strictly hypothetically here

16 hours later 11013317 Anonymous
>>11003782 Age 21. I stopped asking out women at that point and cut off all contact with female friends. Acceptance was the best thing that ever happened to me. Now I just focus on acquiring currency.

16 hours later 11013329 Anonymous
>>11003782 21-ish (22 now), I eventually realized it just takes me way too long to get comfortable enough to talk freely with someone for me to ever actually get along well with a woman. And even if I could talk to one properly I'd still be afraid to move things forward due to uncertainty.

16 hours later 11013331 Anonymous (pumpthatshitup.gif 332x500 347kB)
when I stopped having deep connections with other humans, or when I got a waifu maybe. I feel like in general I'm weirder than most and that probably doesn't help. and mental illness too.

16 hours later 11013338 Anonymous
>>11003782 I'm introverted and all of my hobbies are things you do alone. After hanging out with a friend for a day I feel so much better when I return to my house and I can sit down and program or play guitar. I wouldn't be able to be in a relationship let alone be married and I'm fine with that because I have a large amount of hobbies that I enjoy doing and I love learning about random things on the internet.

16 hours later 11013411 Anonymous (1392435494071.gif 730x410 489kB)
>>11013331 that would put me around 16-18 approximately. I am 18 currently

16 hours later 11013443 Anonymous
when i started losing my hair with a full head of hair i'm a solid 4/10, but soon i'll be down in the negatives i don't know what to do

16 hours later 11013477 Anonymous
27-28 Realized that I've never been married and all of the women out there that would want me are either nutso cat ladies, diggers, and/or single mothers looking for a father for their little brat.

16 hours later 11013538 Anonymous
>>11003782 30. I have a few guys I can trust and consider friends, but I've never had a gf. Probably never will.

16 hours later 11013550 Anonymous
>>11013338 Start a band?

16 hours later 11013570 Anonymous
>>11013550 Like I said I prefer doing things alone, there are a very small amount of people that I hang out with and none of them play instruments. Also I only recently started and am not that good yet, and I can't write for shit, creative writing has always been my worst subject.

16 hours later 11013643 Anonymous
>>11010000 considering you got quads etc. if you live in Australia, canberra ill come over and hang with you right now anon.

16 hours later 11013649 Anonymous
Around 12

16 hours later 11013654 Anonymous
>>11013550 Different anon, there is nothing I want more than starting a band, but I honestly have no idea how to do it. They'd probably want to play metal or buttrock anyway.

17 hours later 11013662 Anonymous
>>11013649 I didn't really accept it until I turned 16 though.

17 hours later 11013678 Anonymous
>>11013654 I'm actually friends with enough people from HS that I could form a pretty good band, instrument abilities wise.

17 hours later 11013682 Anonymous
>>11003782 Heh, I made this thread once. Not two months later I had my first gf out of fucking nowhere. Life's like that. Don't go expecting the unthinkable to happen at every turn, but don't go expecting it to never happen either.

17 hours later 11013686 Anonymous
Probably sometime after high school. But recently I've realized that most of my problems come about just from me not meeting new people, flat out. I don't like meeting new people, really, but you have to do it to get friends.

17 hours later 11013803 Anonymous (1391234816876.gif 200x150 691kB)
In 5th grade >Barely have friends >girls thought i was creepy >one kid in class i knew, he was kinda popular >Found out he liked video games, so we would talk about that shit >feel like i have a friend, sit next to him during lunch >pictures day >in line, bored >want to tell him a joke >gets annoyed (he probably disliked me anyway) >tells me im the most boring person he knows, tells me to fuck off, tells me that im the most annoying person in the class and shoves me away >im fucking shattered inside >i actually thought this guy was my friend >about to cry >my turn for pictures >person tells me to smile >i fucking cant >they take the picture anyway >begin bawwing >everyone sees, cry even more >ran home >no one talks to me for the rest of that year >when yearbooks where released my picture wasnt even in there because it was a picture of me crying Theres other stuff that happened in elementary and middle school that fucked me up but that is one of the stories i remember best

17 hours later 11013820 Anonymous
I was never the super popular jock or some friendless shut-in. I've at least always had 3-4 friends, so I'm fine in that department. Women and relationships, however, is a different story. I don't like using "luck" as an excuse, but I really have none. Something always, ALWAYS fucks up my chances with a girl, be it an inopportune event, situation, person, etc. If it's not that, it's myself hold me back. I'm 24, and past the point of one-night stands and clubbing and all that. I just want a nice, stable relationship while I focus on my career and make something of myself.

17 hours later 11013822 Anonymous
>>11013682 Eat shit, nigger. You were never one of us.

17 hours later 11013842 Anonymous (1340602441735.jpg 1280x960 156kB)
>>11013822 >tfw I've felt boob and you haven't

17 hours later 11013865 Anonymous
What exactly is this thread even about? In ever classroom, work environment, and neighborhood is a girl or guy who you know is just a flat out lazy ass. Go talk to them sheesh. Some people get lazy, some people get lonely, pick one.

17 hours later 11013895 Anonymous
>>11011624 don't ruin this for him, he needs this

17 hours later 11013899 Anonymous
Mostly after high school. I quickly lost all my friends, lost my first and only girlfriend about a month into college, and haven't really made any friends now two years on. I realized the only reason my girlfriend liked me was because I kissed her ass and the only reason my high school friends liked me was because I was "that crazy guy" I don't want to wait on someone hand and foot and I don't want to constantly have to entertain people and put on a show. The real me is boring, the real me isn't likable. I seriously just fantasize about having conversations with people sometimes. I crave it so badly. I just want someone I don't feel nervous around, who I don't feel like is judging me, who I don't feel like is tired of me, or thinks I'm weird. Who just accepts me for the dull motherfucker I am will just carry on a simple conversation with me. Why can't I just talk to people?

17 hours later 11014049 Anonymous
After SQ aka W.T Snack's middle school days. His project. Skip to 1:07 Watch "Middle School Days of W.T. SNACKS" on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qR0 gorvfvr0&feature=youtube_gdata_play er

18 hours later 11014058 Anonymous
>>11011624 You're wrong as fuck. What the hell man?

18 hours later 11014110 Anonymous
Not interested in having friends. I maintain acquaintances for emergencies. Not interested in relationships because I dislike compromising. I enjoy sex, so I masturbate and the nagging feeling is gone for a while. I associate sex with masturbating and I can't really miss what I haven't had, so I don't suffer about being a virgin.

18 hours later 11014186 Anonymous
>>11003782 Anyone else never had real friends since they was in Kindergarden? It was so easy to make friends in Kindergarden. You didn't have to contribute any real things to it. It was mostly, >"you wanna play with me?" >"sure!" >Instant friendship This was also the last time I still had my "outgoing" personality until I become completly shy, introverted, and socially awkward after 1st grade and for the rest of my life. I had to obtain the worst version of introversion ;_;

18 hours later 11014274 Anonymous
>>11014186 yeah, but I have none now. Right up until my last two years of High School I always had friends and it was really easy to make them. Then my parents moved to a different state. Total loner for my last year of High School, then I dropped out. Had no friends at all for ages. Met a guy at work who was a drunk. Went back to his place one night and met his roommate. We got along really well. Ended up becoming best friends/roommates. He got married and now I'm all alone again. Hang out with work colleagues from time to time. That's about it.

18 hours later 11014295 Anonymous
>>11013842 yeah your own man boobs #rkt

18 hours later 11014316 Anonymous
When I wen off to college I thought everything would turn itself around; I thought that all I needed was a change of environment. None of my friends in high school were particularly successful with the opposite sex, but when they left, they managed to improve. All they needed was a change of scenery, and I thought it would be the same for me. Instead I learned that all my problems were internal. I had no problem interacting with men, but whenever a woman would enter the conversation, I would shutdown. I still haven't a been able to fix this issue. Their presence fills me with dread, anxiety, and fear to the extent that social interaction is impossible. I have yet to have a significant interaction with one, and I doubt I ever will.

18 hours later 11014344 Anonymous
20. Had friends in high school, no problems. Got out into the working world right after, got fucked over several times in corporate America, trust issues developed, couldnt make friends, girls interested from time to time but i hate/cant trust women so i make excuses to myself to never talk to them again, no longer have interest in meeting people unless its for superficial/monetary gain. ive even made an effort to become more friendly only to realize how boring, fake, insecure and predictable people are and was soon thankful to not have to be burdened by anyone.

19 hours later 11014407 Anonymous
I've always been the loner type, even as a younger kid. I've never been a social butterfly and tended to stick around those very few who also happened to be socially isolated. I'm 22 now and still a virgin who has never had a gf (not kissless though). I'm apathetic about dating now simply because of so many fuck-ups in the past with girls. In social situations, I don't usually talk much unless a subject I'm interested in comes up, otherwise I don't give the slightest shit and just end up sitting there browsing the internet on my phone. Nowadays I sit around, do drugs and play video games. Yay.

19 hours later 11014498 Anonymous (1386461037887.jpg 640x480 49kB)
High school, I actually stopped being sad when I realized it. Call me a freak, but I love my life.

19 hours later 11014657 Anonymous
It started to dawn I wasn't cut out for normal society and would be better off dead or hidden away like a hermit around 9. Really sunk in by 12-13. Became suicidal from years 12-15ish. Totally hit me at 13-14 or so. I have accepted it now and don't let it get to me. Do whatever pays the bills and then let loose of everything else. Listen to music sleep and vidya/4chan. It is probably for the best though, I wouldn't be able to stand the heartbreak of a relationship and maintaining relationshits is too much effort/tiring. Whenever someone talks to me or something I just avoid any trouble and laugh awkwardly at everything until it goes away. I come off as very very unintelligent I think. >"Nice hat and glasses dickhead." >"Uhh, HURHURHURHURHAH." >Strange rooms. >Just look at the ground. >Walk away like a caveman. I could easily get grills though. Mildly fit and working on it errday and pretty attractive and come across as not hostile but fuck the possibility of a break up or the grill not meeting my standards. tl;dr: Let time pass. It will become apathy before you know it and you will become complacent in your boredom and failures. be sure to get some form of long term income before you give up though.

21 hours later 11015069 Anonymous (1338928828278.png 238x220 104kB)
>>11013803 Oh my fuck, is it even possible for some of us to win?

26 hours later 11016792 Anonymous
>>11004622 >>11004622 >>11004622 I forgot the relationship part. I think I have always known I will never start a family of my own or have 'a significant other'. Here's a short story: >be 7 >school >everyone must draw a picture of their future families >this comes naturally to everyone else >the whole concept of having my own family in the future feels extremely unnatural >sit in front of the blank paper >eventually be forced to draw something >produce three crappy characters >label the first one as myself >can't label the others >my body and brain stop working >teacher asks who the remaining two people in the picture are and if they are family or friends >say "I don't know" >teacher says "just name them as mother and child" >can't do even that >so there I am, standing in the picture with two strangers

26 hours later 11016812 Anonymous
>>11016792 Pretty deep. If I were to make a film about you I'd use that as the opening scene.

26 hours later 11016842 Anonymous
At 15 I noticed that life isn't all fun and games At 16 I noticed my life will always be shit and I will always be alone At 17 I became suicidal and boy I tell ya, things have only gotten worse

26 hours later 11016869 Anonymous
>>11004035 >tfw I used to have 3 best friends >we used to hang out all the time together and had a great time >that one time two of them couldn't show up so I hung out alone with the other guy >complete and utter awkward silence for two hours

26 hours later 11016895 Anonymous
>>11016812 Thanks for that comment. I like it.

26 hours later 11016899 Anonymous (whiskey.jpg 640x404 39kB)
>>11005009 >I remember thinking, "they're never going to treat me the same way they treat each other."

26 hours later 11016923 Anonymous
>>11013477 Jesus Fuck wizards are real

29 hours later 11017980 Anonymous
>>11016812 >>11004622 >>11016792 >>11016895 Here. I know you aren't serious about making a film about me, but I just came up with an idea for what could be scene 2 (at least if it were a short film), and since it is somewhat ontopic, I thought I might as well share it: >fast forward one year from the opening >protagonist is now 8 >he's playing with his brother who is 6 >they're talking about life >conversation changes to marriage, family, etc. >they both decide they will stay single forever * >[insert some 'best bros 4 life' stuff that didn't actually happen but is perfectly fitting for a film] * the brother is just actually in that "ewww girls" phase, but the protagonist doesn't know The untwist : Later in the film, the protagonist's brother becomes chad-ish (less alpha but more likeable than actual Chad) by his late teens, finds a gf, and the two live happily ever after.

29 hours later 11018008 sp345
when i was 17, which is why i started abusing hard drugs around then

29 hours later 11018041 Anonymous (2014.jpg 1280x688 269kB)
>>11003782 If you're still in college you aren't even close to understanding what alone really means. You still have the option of simply walking outside and finding hundreds of people like yourself to socialize with. Of going to on-campus events. The world is your oyster. After college that starts to fade away. Until you're 30 years old living with your parents, and all your friends have either moved on or the few people who might be interested in the same things are 18-22 and it's getting pretty weird to hang out with them. And then that stops too. I haven't spoken to anyone other than my parents or grandmother in about a week. The highlight of last week was talking about my back problems for 5 minutes with a chubby, semi-cute married doctor that's vaguely around my age.

29 hours later 11018047 Anonymous
>>11004663 your sister a witch

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