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2016-10-05 04:22 7013447 Anonymous Can a closet-fag please explain this to me (image.jpg 235x210 31kB)
Currently a junior in college, and for the most part my friend group(s) have known I'm gay since early highschool days.
> be me, token gay guy in said friend groups most of the time
> back in hometown for the weekend, meet with buddies in town
> get drunk, kinda just shitting around on ps4 games
> other anons leave, one guy is left that I've know forever, he's pretty drunk but obviously not obliterated, tells me he needs to stay the night, which isn't an issue
> don't think much of it, he probably just doesn't want to drive buzzed
> we're pushing 4 a.m now
> kinda having flashbacks to sleepovers as a kid where dirty stuff would happen with """"straight"""" friends who stayed the night
> Always used to lead to me or them initiating something gay, varying levels but never more than a blowjob
> feel hand on my thigh
The fuck
> anon is pretending to be passed out next to me on couch, closer than he needed to
> hand is just draped across thigh
> I notice but don't say anything, and eventually he starts shifting his arm up
> hand is now literally cupping my package, hard as diamonds
> he suddenly just sits up, gets to the ground on his knees
> suddenly my basketball shorts are around my ankles, straight 8/10 childhood friend bobbing on my cock
> he's really bad though, lots of accidental teeth, doesn't really know how to do much else besides bob his head up and down
> tap him on the shoulder, he looks dissapointed that I made him stop
> horniness takes over, and I don't know what compelled me but I just got the lube and condoms
> """straight""" buddy is now ramming my ass, all pretense of being "too drunk to know what youre doing" out the window
> sex is good, not amazing but fun
cont
1 min later 7013455 Anonymous
>>7013447
cleaning up after, wiping cum off eachother's torsos
> "anon why did you not tell me you wanted to fuck around? I've been game for years" to my straight buddy
>"oh I was just unsure of myself"
> I was just unsure of myself
tfw internet porn, grindr, tinder, etc. all offer avenues of gay sex and proof that you like men
Tl;dr - How do people struggle with their sexualities after the age of fucking 22 in the modern era? (Excluding homophobic conditions, our area/past highschool/colleges are all completely lgbt friendly, and his parents are okay with gays so that isn't it)
21 min later 7013527 Anonymous
>>7013455
>How do people struggle with their sexualities after the age of fucking 22
Bisexuality with verying preferences. Not even once.
I was fucking 17 when I found out and it took months for me to fully figure out. I dunno why but I couldn't even imagine sitting on the lap of a guy at 15, let alone fucking and now I love doing it.
Maybe just supressing it long enough does this? I hace no idea but it happens.
Also, you're a lucky bastard.
2 hours later 7014132 Anonymous
Maybe he's insecure with approaching anyone... guy or girl. Maybe he comes from a repressive family. Maybe he didn't want to hurt the friendship.
Shit... I repressed mine for 40 years.
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