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2021-02-15 05:42 28749946 Anonymous Feels Pub (wojakbar.jpg 1280x720 125kB)
What can I get you, Anon? It sure has been a rough day hasn't it.

1 min later 28750046 Anonymous (065198519684651.gif 112x112 20kB)
its not even over yet. this isnt even the last dip of the night

1 min later 28750052 Anonymous
I’m depressed for no reason and I hate it. I wish I could just magically give myself dopamine

2 min later 28750055 Anonymous
Mulled wine. Heavy on the cinnamon, and light on the cloves.

2 min later 28750112 Anonymous
brandy. got a big decision to make this week

5 min later 28750280 Anonymous
>>28749946 >tfw you've been in crypto since 2017 as a poorfag >put 3k in VET (formerly VEN) and market crashes >Switch to VIDT in 2019; market crashes again >3x last year then goes down to 2x and crabs for ages >get tired of VIDT crabbing and switch to BAO 2 weeks ago >Get a 3x then it crashes >Switch to LTO, VIDT and OPEN >getting a nice 50% gain >today happens I can't win

7 min later 28750386 Anonymous
>>28750046 this gif always makes me sad >>28749946 i am alright bartender, was getting alittle too comfortable with my gains, but these things happen, as long as the big crash doesn't come in the next two weeks i'll be fine. really want to make it or atleast come really close to making it this cycle. i'll take a glass of milk.

8 min later 28750443 Anonymous
>>28750112 what's that anon

23 min later 28751307 Anonymous (1613361740746.png 660x574 73kB)
>>28750443 going to turn down an opportunity at my job, i think. may cost the job

24 min later 28751352 Anonymous (1579629750729.png 500x477 259kB)
I DONT WANNA GO TO WORK TOMORROW

25 min later 28751389 Anonymous (1613238785104.jpg 675x900 121kB)
>>28749946 today marks a year since the last time i saw her

27 min later 28751479 Anonymous
Chocolate milk pls I missed the dip because I had to spend time with the gf on this commercial scam of a day.

31 min later 28751709 Anonymous
>>28750280 >>28750280 >>28750280 I think some people, myself included, are simply destined to be poor. Nearly all of my decisions in crypto have been bad decisions. I've known about bitcoin since 2010 but never bought until late 2017. Kept waiting for bitcoin to dip in 2017 it never did, then I bought when it was at 9k, only put a couple grand in. Ended up losing a bit on altcoins then I bought litecoin at like 50 bucks. It mooned to 300 but I didn't sell right away. Ended up selling when it crashed back under 200 or even less lol. Then I bought siacoin, it mooned to 700 sats. I got up to 7k from my 2k investment, felt great. But I continued holding, and that 7k dumped to less than $200. I finally decided to get back into crypto last year. Put that $200 into a certain crypto that was just released last february. Then in March right at the first stock dip I sold all of my stocks which was worth about $5k. I threw it all into crypto, but this was before btc crashed. I bought this altcoin at around 30ish-35 cents at about 4000 satoshi. At one point it pumped in the summer and I could've made 2k profit (7k total) if I sold at the top. But I didn't sell. I kept holding and it went down to 12 cents. I kept holding. Then last week it pumped up to 56 cents (oh I should mention I made one halfway decent move which was to buy 16 litecoin at 30 bucks earlier this year) but the litecoin wasn't moving much so I sold it at $60 and put all of that into my altcoin which was "in a dip" at 1400 satoshis or prob about 15 or 20 cents. I now have 20k. It pumped to 55 cents last week but I still didn't sell cause retard. I would've actually made all the money I lost in 2017 back plus profited a bit from this year. But I kept holding, now I'm back to break even level at around $6k. I am still slightly profitting but scared. I am going to keep holding I think

31 min later 28751722 Anonymous
>>28751352 if you drink enough you can just be too drunk to go to work

32 min later 28751790 Anonymous
It's over now. Europeans surely won't mess this up.

34 min later 28751876 Anonymous
>>28750386 >>28751479 Huh. Milk seems to be popular today. Here you go, Anon. >>28751709 That's rough, Anon. Lots of missed opportunities, plenty of poor decisions... we've all been there. We all gonna make it in the end though.

35 min later 28751919 Anonymous
Stayed extra late at the restaurant to help the amigo and his wife, holiday rush and all, the couple goes home early and I buy the dip harder come payday Something hallucinogenic, wormwood, or synthetics? I can dream, just good weed for now..

35 min later 28751937 Anonymous
Woke up to see the market crashing had huge fight with girlfriend worst valentines day ever, would rather just be alone at this point desu. When I get my bags one day I will just fucking disappear and this bitch won't see me again and i'll go to another country and have threesomes with little asian sex kittens frequently

36 min later 28751987 Anonymous (1603009229673.jpg 154x178 11kB)
Pint of Guinness and a small Jameson please fren. Do you take fiat?

37 min later 28752058 Anonymous
>>28749946 What kind of whiskey do you have on hand tonight barkeep? Anything japanese? I don't drink much but I'm in the mood for a comfy sip tonight. It's been a day. Who /comfy/ here?

37 min later 28752069 Anonymous
>>28751790 kek euros waking up always results in a dump

41 min later 28752277 Anonymous
>>28751876 >>28751876 I still think the coin I'm holding could do a 10x or 100x. It sounds perfect on paper, I don't get why it hasn't picked up steam yet but yeah that's the central problem. So many missed opportunities. When I first got into crypto I saw all the link threads when LINK was like 30 cents a coin or even less and I thought it sounded cool but I wanted to find something that was even cheaper that I thought could really moon. I need to diversify but I've never had enough in crypto to where I thought it would be worth it

47 min later 28752544 Anonymous
>>28749946 An I get a Long Island Iced Tea? It’s been a bear of a day, I bought LTC during the dip but now I go to bed worried I wasted that cash

48 min later 28752642 Anonymous
I DM'd an old crush on ig (we have a whole history) without realizing today was valentine's day.

50 min later 28752722 Anonymous
>>28749946 Springbank 15, neat water back. And an order of $1.25 gritties and $22.65 linkies to aCOOOOOMulate

54 min later 28752900 Anonymous (images.jpg 237x213 6kB)
>>28749946 two vodka redbulls and a $40 bag of coke my shorts are printing

57 min later 28753033 Anonymous
>>28752900 >>28749946 one vodkda tonic since im cutting rn and your freshest 8ball as well bartender thank you. real talk biz im so smitten with my coke dealer shes a beautiful lesbian and i just want her so bad :\ she kind of annoying but you know how that goes

59 min later 28753165 Anonymous
>>28753033 FINISH THE STORY

1 hours later 28753266 Anonymous
>>28749946 Didnt sell rubic at mssive gains. then I sold half my rubic and all my ppay to buy hoge super early. pussed out and sold hoge same day at a lose because i had work the next day and didnt wanna come home to nothing. Hoge has hentai meme campain the next day while i at work and has a 10x. then bought another shit coin and sold for another at a loss. of course ppay pumps out of nowhere now. check a coin i considered a week prior. it was 2x. decided to invest in real tech shit coins. all down. not selling this time but i know they are never going back up unlike the shit coins i sold. Im a loser

1 hours later 28753274 Anonymous
I'm an oldrichfag and yet I spend my time here arguing with smooth brains. Why am I like this? Gin and tonic please l

1 hours later 28753382 Anonymous
>>28751722 what im doing right now but also i really hope i wake up on time

1 hours later 28753389 Anonymous
>>28753165 we first met at the local bar the most innocuous white girl you seen i was with one of my homies we were sharing key bumps he said lets pick up from the plug she's here and i was introduced to her. we picked up all railed some key bumps together had a grand ol time went to peoples houses just had fun thought she was beautiful. follow each other on social media and what not. but realized she kind of annoying and lately just been apprehensive in general about relationships/romantic interest/love. not pursuing that no more. im tall smart beautiful but man none of that means shit if youre not self fulfilled. sorry to the other perpetually depressed anons out there. although it is nice being tall beautiful and with money youre still ultimately depressed. would i rather have it this way? yes but so it goes. im live blogging now delete me

1 hours later 28753597 Anonymous (300px-Crying_Cat_screaming.jpg 300x300 9kB)
Another night of being alone and thinking about the the good times her and I had

1 hours later 28753634 Anonymous
>>28753389 send me .01 ETH for even reading that you absolute fucking time-wasting asshole. next time ask me to tell the fucking story

1 hours later 28753767 Anonymous
>>28753634 the fuck did you want from me anon to tell you we lived together happily ever after? this is the TRUTH REAL LIFE im beautiful and depressed and yet still wagmi

1 hours later 28753770 Anonymous (1613124853089.jpg 609x896 141kB)
>>28749946 Last two days I managed to take my 22k gains from Uni, Dao Maker and GRT and turn them into only 10k by buying Rari and GASPAY at the top after fomoing in. Broke my own rules and got punished for it. managed to avoid most of todays dip by tethering so its not all bad news. Looking for consolidating into a good safe 2x from here.

1 hours later 28753773 Anonymous (1476359677871.png 285x285 89kB)
>>28749946 I was up 5k mate, I thought wagmi, I thought holding was how to make it, I'm still up 200 but I could've had more money than 4 months of mcwage slave time but I didn't sell AVAX at 55+, I didn't sell ADA at .99 I held like a retard. I've took 10k of my initial 12k and I'm going to put 5k of that into my stocks, I'll probably take the other 5k out and just hold it, understanding to the fullest that that money could have been real, it could've fed me for months, I could've paid off my bike or put it with the rest of my savings towards a house. I also failed to capitalize on my penny stocks that pumped and dumped and also held through, until ultimately selling Friday, taking in 750 when I could've taken 2k. I've only been into stocks for 2 weeks and crypto since last week but I'm already feeling like heading for the rope, the stress is unbearable and my skills are under developed.

1 hours later 28753826 Anonymous
>>28753773 >I've only been into stocks for 2 weeks and crypto since last week but I'm already feeling like heading for the rope, the stress is unbearable and my skills are under developed. I feel the same. Got into crypto last week, was up 5k at one point. All gone, now in the red. It's a learning experience I guess.

1 hours later 28753933 Anonymous
>>28753773 >>28753826 Fuck you noobs. Fuck you. This is the exact same experience with every crypto holder. Even if you looked at the fucking chart ONCE you could see what you were getting yourself into. Dump your fucking bags you faggots.

1 hours later 28753973 Anonymous
>>28753767 Where's the money, lebowski?

1 hours later 28754018 Anonymous
>>28753933 You seem upset. Need a drink?

1 hours later 28754111 Anonymous
>>28751307 something about this opportunity not sit right with you, anon? I’m not really in a job where I get opportunities so it just sounds like a positive thing to me

1 hours later 28754371 Anonymous
>>28753973 out having a smoke posting from mobile but the money is in nu/grt thank me later rail some lines w me anon

1 hours later 28754439 Anonymous
>>28751389 Fuck her. Read rational male and after some time internalizing the truth you’ll never need women again

1 hours later 28754466 Anonymous
>>28751389 just lay out some pieces of bread, she'll be back with friends.

1 hours later 28754479 Anonymous
>>28751790 Euro who just woke up. Why are ALL my assets in red? Vodka for me bartender

1 hours later 28754498 Anonymous
>>28754371 Down. Also, look into Ramp Defi, Everest (ID), and Coreto (COR). The first two are obvious future blue chips and the last is a nice moonshot shilled by Stanley from The Office.

1 hours later 28754649 Anonymous
>>28749946 Hey Bartender. Feels odd watching the whole board fall red today. Starting to wish I took profits a few days ago, especially since I just made it into the 5 digit club. I'll take a tall glass of water. No ice.

1 hours later 28754653 Anonymous
Just began the separation process for my marriage. Moved out of our home, and am now in another country. Just quit my job. Currently in quarantine and haven't found any alcohol delivery services.

1 hours later 28754656 Anonymous
>>28753389 Cool story faggot. You know the rules, penis or gtfo

1 hours later 28754669 Anonymous
>>28754498 i been eyeing everest anon (back on desktop) what's it good for?

1 hours later 28754729 Anonymous (SadCozy.png 228x249 67kB)
Coffee with a little cream my friend. It's going to be a long night

1 hours later 28754733 Anonymous
i'm demoralized by my own fud

1 hours later 28754822 Anonymous
>>28753770 I love how this braindead bimbo inserts herself and her meatbags to obscure the view of magnificent architecture l. They really are animals aren’t they

1 hours later 28754825 Anonymous (D0221D90-C5C2-4777-8D43-9F73C9325117.jpg 4032x3024 2984kB)
>>28754656 (back on mobile to post pic) wont post my pretty pp but i’ll show you my coke to verify

1 hours later 28754860 Anonymous
>>28754669 Future top 50 coin, maybe 25. Think GRT. Biometric wallets for the unbanked with real world connections and years of development.

1 hours later 28754941 Anonymous
>>28754860 >>28754825 oh it's ip based not application based for the id cool. interesting i like things that are actually a project what are the tokenomics?

1 hours later 28755046 Anonymous
>>28754733 i found a promising project with really low MC i fudded in every thread on /biz/ now i'm scared about i have big bags

1 hours later 28755112 Anonymous (gettyimages-533100564-1024x1024.jpg 1024x1012 432kB)
>get on computer to do one thing for work before wfh tomorrow an hour ago >this shit is taking longer than planned >already see a shit ton of break-in work that is going to seriously fuck up my day tomorrow >1 am now still waiting for this fucking thing to finish loading correctly >job is like helping a person in China, if you stop to help them once, then you are then they assume you will help with the whole project, or come to you with more questions and work, even though you were meant to help just for that isolated step. We'll see how long before I've had enough Drinking an ipa, two hearted.

1 hours later 28755470 Anonymous
>>28754825 FBI PP UP

1 hours later 28755531 Anonymous
>>28755470 you will never have my pp anon.

1 hours later 28755613 Anonymous
Wanting to quit my wagie cagie job at Amazon desu. And just go back to doing grubhub/uber eats. I made way less but was definitely happier as a delivery driver. I made 4 months of wages with GRT and ALGO alone last week, not planning on selling for 5+ years desu. I just feel like it's a bad move bcs Amazon offers health insurance, generous PTO and a steady paycheck. Anyways, a glass of sangria wine pl0x

1 hours later 28755658 Anonymous
>>28755613 Were you true cage wagie? Or a dev or some shit?

1 hours later 28755765 Anonymous
>>28755658 i work at a big bank and feel the same how anon does. waiting to get a half of make it stack and then quit and play crypto for the time being. only reason i dont quit asap is because health insurance is key

1 hours later 28755772 Anonymous
>>28755046 What is it?

1 hours later 28755774 Anonymous (1552871696453.jpg 2560x1600 663kB)
>>28749946 orange soda please I think I'm actually curing my shitty mental health with ashwaghandha started taking it 3 days ago and after years of constant anger, apathy and suicidal thoughts it's all starting to feel better I've tried so many things over the years from supplements to fitness to hobbies, crazy that this memepowder might actually be what does it for me

1 hours later 28755830 Anonymous
>>28753933 I think he's had enough.

1 hours later 28755855 Anonymous (1611980051438.gif 1500x1000 262kB)
>>28749946 My wife has been stuck in a foreign country for over a year.

1 hours later 28755878 Anonymous
>>28755772 not here to shill just sharing my feels

1 hours later 28755885 Anonymous
I don't drink anymore because it makes me want to kill myself I will have a passionfruit la croix please. My friend killed himself, my other friend moved across the country, my grandma died, I broke up with my first serious maybe could marry gf, all within the last two weeks. I'm 22, I made 200 grand this week, I had $500 to my name in 2019 and I feel nothing.

2 hours later 28755923 Anonymous
>>28755765 Well its harder for you too stop caring if you actually have to go in the office and talk to people. I won't stop working until im well past make it stack. I luckily get to wfh indefinitely and even when I did go to the office I am just headphones and code all day. If I'm having a day I particularly don't want to deal with people shit I dont have to worry I just do my list of tasks, answer the questions people send me or tell them I'm in a time crunch and will help later.

2 hours later 28755948 Anonymous
>>28755885 join the club anon nothing will fill that hole until you fill it yourself. what does that mean for us? dont know you have to find it yourself

2 hours later 28756068 Anonymous
>>28755855 covid?

2 hours later 28756101 Anonymous
>>28754653 Been there, Fren. Bizarrely similar, in fact. Barman won't like this but alcohol is the last thing you need. Take it from me, skip the drowning your sorrows part and head straight to /fit/. Your body will thank you for it and you'll be drowning in pussy before you know it. You might not even enjoy the other women but it's something to keep you distracted. Main thing is looking after yourself. If there's no lady to love, you gotta love yourself. The best to love yourself is to lift and run everyday until you become weak in the knees.

2 hours later 28756132 Anonymous
>>28756068 Yup. Government refuses to process visas.

2 hours later 28756158 Anonymous
>>28755923 youre right it does make it harder. right now im working from home thankfully and can just fuck off half the time but when i have to actually do what im supposed to do it's such a drag such a chore. wanting to transition into a different role that lets me just work by myself and removes the people aspect from what i do. wamgi though anon

2 hours later 28756186 Anonymous
>>28749946 >It sure has been a rough day hasn't it. Nope.

2 hours later 28756324 Anonymous
>>28755885 >22 >all of that You have gained life experience that most will not have until their early 30's. Might not feel this way right now, but you're way ahead of the curve. And you're only fucking 22. You got this, fren. ygmi

2 hours later 28756332 Anonymous (20150408WHITE-slide-L0ZB-superJumbo.jpg 2048x1825 701kB)
>>28749946 >married for 2 months with decent trad rural girl >suddenly saw crush's sexy pic on IG >she's qtpie chink cosplayer with 9/10 body >sudden urges to commence a secret polygamous relationship >realized that my grandpa and my dad was polygamous What do?

2 hours later 28756364 Anonymous
>>28756158 Gl anon. When im able to do what I'm suppose to do I enjoy it desu, programming is great for me honestly, keeps my mind from turning to mush. But support and clients actively hinder me from helping them by asking too fucking much at once. Luckily if they fired me they would be fucked in a way. And im actually not fucking up, I do my job, and its measurable by 'does this fucking work or not?'

2 hours later 28756387 Anonymous
Basically I walk around with a tablet all day solving problems with peoples stations. Slight upgrade from a cage wage but not by much. The pay difference is negligible. I don't have to talk to people all day which is a bonus, i get good physical activity from the job. Just realizing how bs the pay is when I made some decent gains from stocks then 4 fucking months of wages from crypto. Probably going to stick with it for a while longer and dump every check into crypto and just hodl

2 hours later 28756400 Anonymous
>>28756101 >>28754653 if you still wanna drink anon im fit and still drink but only limit it to weekends you just have to be very disciplined the rest of the week. definitely take care of your body itll treat your mental right in ways you dont know. look after yourself love yourself like how this anon is saying.

2 hours later 28756494 Anonymous
>>28756364 love that for you anon. i'm in a leadership role so the people that are under me their performance dictates how well im graded not counting any other projects im working on. delicate balance of being available and supporting their performance and me just wanting to fuck off

2 hours later 28756578 Anonymous (20201022_184442.jpg 4032x3024 2315kB)
>>28756324 >>28755885 This anons right. I'm 29 and im barely at 150k networks anon, and it took me that long to gain that experince. But also took me that long to become happy and not care about any of that shit. All that matters is financial security, my gf, my dog, and my hobby. And I wouldn't seriously consider killing myself anymore unless I was really fucked financially, like back to working at McDonald's and lost everything else. Though losing my dog would fuck me up.

2 hours later 28756627 Anonymous
>>28756494 Fuck that shit. And desu, that's why I will never go into project management. Seriously gl. But if you're here you will make it. Either stocks or crypto, we are smart money.

2 hours later 28756693 Anonymous
>>28756101 Already been /fit/ for awhile, but thanks anyway man. Just struggling with motivation for basic things at the moment. I want to eventually get a dog once I'm settled in to a new place and routine.

2 hours later 28756721 Anonymous
>>28756627 based and moneyfrenplilled we're gonna make it anon. yeah if anything ill transition myself to a role where im just a processor approving peoples paperwork because lord i cannot do this any longer

2 hours later 28756772 Anonymous
>>28755765 How old are you where you're actually worried about heath insurance? I know the ACA fucked it all up but just get the cheapest, highest deductible plan you can. Doctors and medications make you worse. Stop going other than routine blood work to dial in diet and fitness routines

2 hours later 28756844 Anonymous (1613141818142.jpg 750x920 79kB)
i'm a newfag here considering investing in crypto in peanut amounts every month. anyone that has any newfag tips, please share.also, is a hardware wallet worth it?

2 hours later 28756861 Anonymous
>>28756772 im 27 but in burgerland preexisting condition nonsense will fuck you if you ever have any lapse in coverage. i do have a hi deductible plan at the momente and contribute to my hsa but it's incredibly cheap with my employer and they put in money for it. i rarely go only to get std checks and a physical

2 hours later 28756863 Anonymous
>>28749946 My roommate, who I'm also somewhat good friends with brought over some of his female friends to chill w/ us. I think one of them is hot and we sorta hit it off. He tells me he probably doesn't want to fuck her but it didn't sound 100% convincing. Would it be immoral or like against bro code to go after her

2 hours later 28756909 Anonymous
>>28751307 The last "opportunity" at my job was a "promotion." That ended making me do extra work for the same pay. I just stopped doing it and no one said shit to me kek. Anyways, I should have declined it right away. So you're probably making the right decision and I hope it works out anon.

2 hours later 28756939 Anonymous
>>28750052 Try microdosing shrooms and changing your perspective.

2 hours later 28757058 Anonymous
>>28756861 I'm in burgerland too. You have a max annual out of pocket so you're fine. You could change jobs and pay your own hc, the premiums for bottom barrel plans aren't gonna be that crazy where you need boomer wagie subsidized hc and unless you have some expensive preexisting condition rn you'll get care just fine. The new deal era wage controls created the employee subsidized model which is the dumbest fucking policy ever.

2 hours later 28757091 Anonymous
>>28756909 Yeah my job in development pulls this kind of shit. They make whatever dev is the most active and experienced a manager but drag out the payment part as long as they can. Another reason I dont want to become a team lead.

2 hours later 28757151 Anonymous
>>28757058 thanks for the info anon this has been my only real hurdle into going full neet. im just worried that the current market plans wont' be as good as i can get with my employer. i never had aca so i think im priced out of it when i get my make it stack.

2 hours later 28757153 Anonymous (DCDD912F-08FE-40AA-9D01-BD78E13B7D64.jpg 1080x589 180kB)
>>28751389 Literally same dude

2 hours later 28757293 Anonymous
>>28756324 Good point. Thanks anon, I appreciate it >>28756578 Beautiful dog. Keep going anon. You're winning in my eyes

2 hours later 28757343 Anonymous
>>28756332 You know the answer already anon. If you're a moralfag then no. If not then don't fuck real people stick with whores. Cheaper to just fuck the wife tho

2 hours later 28757349 Anonymous
>>28756578 Had to put my best fren down almost 2 years ago anon. Divorced, live alone, good career but high stress and long hours and still a decent degree of financial precarity. And yet I'm pretty damn content all things said. It comes from within, no external locus will ever bring contentment

2 hours later 28757691 Anonymous (20201018_121345.jpg 4032x3024 3423kB)
>>28757293 Thanks anon, just started skiing again, I feel like my 30s will be my golden years, I actually have money to do things, I have a fucking house now too. >>28757349 Truly sorry to hear about your friend anon, and the divorce. Glad you were able to make it through and still be content now. It is true I think this kind of content comes from experience and getting older, rarely do you find in a early 20 year old. Keep it up.

2 hours later 28757891 Anonymous (whiskey.jpg 530x444 33kB)
>>28749946 The funny thing about this market is that, unless you're completely retarded, you're going to make money. A lot of money. But here I am stressed about opportunity cost and worried I might get a 10x instead of a 20x. I think it's important to take a moment here and there to acknowledge how lucky we are to be here. Gibson, gin.

2 hours later 28758050 Anonymous
Back to wageslaving tomorrow. What do you guys do for work? I'm in a go nowhere warehouse position. Considering learning python in my spare time. Is there a market for that or is it just hell?

2 hours later 28758181 Anonymous
>>28758050 finance, managing performance of the frontline workers make sure they wage away to max efficacy it's terrible but they pay well

2 hours later 28758210 Anonymous
>>28758050 >learning python You can learn it, but it's not the easiest time to get a software eng position now. Lots of experienced developers/engineers got laid off. It's really an employer's market at the moment.

2 hours later 28758400 Anonymous (big eyes pepe.jpg 1063x1096 240kB)
>>28749946 Still can't concentrate at all. My video game has progressed slowly but now stuck at enemy ai attack behavior. Heavily me being lazy and partially me trying to wrap my head around implementing it. This is one of the last big hurdles before my game has received enough code in it that I'll go onto a potentially long art design streak, God willing, as I design each area, environmental pieces, and enemies. Just need the code done, once done it's as simple as repurposing it. Once that is all done it'll probably be redesign of certain placeholders and menus. Music and sound effects will probably be done by someone else I pay if I can't do it well myself. Multiplayer and a save system may be the last big obstacles besides enemy ai at this point. At least it feels like my game is finally reaching a point where it feels like it might actually get a commercial release. If succesful enough at least I can design more games without a sense of dread on if it fails. I'd like to design lots of games. I've got other ideas I'd like to bring to life that I'd like to do but don't because if I start hopping around it could qiickly become a game of dropping an old game for a new game out of boredom or fear of running out of ideas. Partially afraid that I'm self sabotaging and delaying my games completion out of fear it will not be well received.

2 hours later 28758410 Anonymous (xlarge.jpg 1800x911 720kB)
>>28757891 Yes anon. I remember the years before I took the time to sit down and invest, even while I was making real money. Those were truly sad years. We are smart enough to be here. I still get fomo when I look at crypto now but I feel like a safer pick for me is arkf as a way into crypto which will go up whether crypto goes up or down no matter what. Last time I invested was before 2017 crash or 18, all in crypto and I lost maybe 4k but at the time I thought it was a lot, and this year I hit stocks hard right at the March dip and pretty much all stocks now. Its hard for me to trust crypto desu. I will get like 4k flare tokens soon, I just kinda wish btc would crash to 20k range but that will never happen I dont think now. I think I missed the true dip, but I was aggressively paying off debt when it was 3k again and couldn't invest and was too fucked up all the time even if I wanted to. Feel much better now. Stimulants saved my life. Wondered what was wrong this whole time, 27 years old finally went to a adhd specialist and took a test and they said I had add. I have been diagnosed with bpd, anxiety, depression but nothing ever qorked, antidepressants made me worse, nothing stopped impulsiveness, I would blow thousands gambling no problem then tilt and blow more. Finally this drug actually makes me focus on my goals longterm and shorter and not lose sight, even when I'm off it I still remember now what my goals are and why I'm doing what I'm doing. Went on tangent but whatever this is feels bar.

2 hours later 28758431 Anonymous (1587952191631.jpg 720x720 102kB)
>>28757891 Amen, brother.

2 hours later 28758445 Anonymous
>>28758210 Well it's either that or start a patreon drawing porn.

3 hours later 28758623 Anonymous
>>28758445 Python for sure. It isn't easy, but its still easier job market than most skills. >>28758050 Backend dev for company that makes software for oil/pharmaceutical/chemical companies. Not many of us and no new college grad ever wants to learn backend. But this language isn't going anywhere. Its ancient sure, but Itll be hard to replace me

3 hours later 28758662 Anonymous
>>28758400 Adderal/focalin helps see if you can get some. Tell the doctor your focus is hindering your career, they always listen then.

3 hours later 28758891 Anonymous
>>28758662 I have no interest in doing drugs. This is as simple of slapping discipline into myself but a difficult thing to do. Whenever I do get disciplined I end up sitting there for hours longer than an 8 hour work day just coding/doing art design/learning new material so I can do something I don't understand. Problem is I keep losing this heavy work ethic every time I face a new large hurdle or other minor cases which I've figured out how to resolve at this point.

3 hours later 28759056 Anonymous
>>28758445 Check out Flask, it's a very simple/straightforward Python backend framework. Create some RESTful APIs with it. Play around with Plotly, make some graphs (maybe call some crypto API and chart some shit). I'm not that familiar with Python, but those are easy things to get started with.

3 hours later 28759083 Anonymous
>>28758891 Fair enough but these drugs administered by a doctor actually will help you probably by x2 or x3 based on your work ethic which we both know you have based on what you've already posted. Doesn't even have to be permanent, could just use them for when you are working projects as a tool. But you're view of them is healthier overall. They have just helped me turn my life around immensely. Goodluck anon. I know how hard programming can be in time crunch situations, let alone if you're your own manager.

3 hours later 28759303 Anonymous
>>28758410 >Stimulants saved my life. That’s what everyone says at the beginning.

3 hours later 28759479 Anonymous
>>28759303 Been taking it for 2 years now same dose. Im 29. I fucked with them way before in college and they always helped. Not for everyone, but me personally, they are fucking the most based drug on the planet. Even with the cons, and I've experienced the cons heavily in college years when before I was diagnosed and took them responsibly.

3 hours later 28759547 Anonymous
>>28759303 Also another point, the impulsiveness and ups and downs I was experiencing were ruining my life far more than stimulant's cons could. And I mean that. They got me back on track and make me stay on track, I get my shit done and I watch my stack grow.

3 hours later 28759734 Anonymous
>>28759547 You've peaked my interest with ups and downs. I always thought it was just depression. But I'd lose interest in school, literally pass out while reading books I was supposed to be studying. Fucked up my entire life. Adderall helps that?

3 hours later 28759934 Anonymous
>>28750280 Don’t trade emotionally. Bartender, a Highball for this lad please. On me.

3 hours later 28759960 Anonymous
>>28759734 Yes anon. I always thought it was depression or some shit. But literally all I have is add and anxiety disorder. I would burn out studying in college and some bullshit would happen financially or a relationship, I would just say fuck it. Im drinking and dropping fucking any drug i could tonight. Little different from your downs but all that was just a reaction to me feeling badly. I take focalin personally, I've always preferred adderall, but it was a few more side affects for me, the doctor will help you decide which is best. But it literally helps with exactly what you are saying, so you burn out one night, well fuck it, get a good sleep, eat some breakfast, take one of those and you'll be right back to your main goal. If you're falling asleep in a book it will probably help you more than it ever helped me.

3 hours later 28759972 Anonymous (wte.jpg 598x711 44kB)
>>28749946 SHUT IT DOWN

3 hours later 28760149 Anonymous
>>28759734 No more ups and downs for me. Just ups, get tired and rest, then get back to it the next day. No more fuck this shit altogether feeling for the most part. If you still get that then it could also mean you might be getting reasonably overwhelmed with the amount of work you are expected to do and you should reevaluate your day to day work load and plan.

3 hours later 28760281 Anonymous
>>28759960 Fuck. Hmmm might have to give it a shot. I fucked up last semester of college because of this. Just would get overwhelmed and say fuck it drink and play vidya to de-stress.

3 hours later 28760284 Anonymous
>didn't sell asko at the top >didn't sell rubic at the top I could have made thousands but I barely broke even. Still holding my Rubic bag though because I don't think its a scam like Asko.

3 hours later 28760476 Anonymous
asko will be back in no time. totally normal to have a correction after that parabolic run. just gotta cool off for a few days

3 hours later 28760511 Anonymous
>>28749946 Absinthe, barman. I've been up for 40 hours again. >Losses Yeah, muhfuggin efferiums went down a bit. Whooptyshit I managed to get all of my XLM out near the top before it's crash, changed it over to USDC stack til I can decide which shitcoin to gamble on again.

3 hours later 28760585 Anonymous
>>28751307 Employers want to fuck you so if you don't want extra work, just decline

3 hours later 28760641 Anonymous
>>28750280 You just had to buy BTC and hold. Why are shitcoiners like this?

3 hours later 28760714 Anonymous
>>28754822 Girls and architecture go together anon, it's a shame you cannot appreciate both.

3 hours later 28760814 Anonymous
>>28760641 Because they want to emulate the ridiculous gains you could have had if you were in BTC from start and because that shit has 'already happened' to BTC, it's a boomer coin not worth investing in.

3 hours later 28760848 Anonymous
>>28754111 yes. it would give more to work on, but would require a "character investigation" of sorts. don't think my old friends would reflect well on my character >>28756909 >>28760585 thanks anons. i think i'm making the right move

3 hours later 28760858 Anonymous
>>28749946 Vodka Sunrise OP, lost 30k fuck my shit up

4 hours later 28760899 Anonymous
>>28760814 So basically it's all greed.

4 hours later 28762524 Anonymous (1612747048416.jpg 1836x3264 428kB)
>>28749946 Mai Tai pls. Ive done multiple scribings and prayers and was told Ill be able to buy a new home with cash from my crypto investments. The thing is, I'm all in on Statera and Reef. So someones fucking lying here and I dont know if I should have faith or not.

4 hours later 28763051 Anonymous
Change the tv off that sports bullshit and put on the Rubic channel, my favorite show is about to come on https://youtu.be/ImtQ6xw66kE

5 hours later 28763526 Anonymous
-62.3% past 12 days.... i dont even know anymore bros

5 hours later 28763595 Anonymous
My asshole bleeds, makes me want to die. Portfolio too.

5 hours later 28763836 Anonymous
>>28749946 Henny and coke you cunt fucking motherfucker

5 hours later 28764293 Anonymous
Pint of guinness. My girlfriend is going off the deep end, i'm doing everything i can to stop this but she's dragging me with her. I'm all depressed as fuck, acting up in front of her just to try to lift her up. If i leave her now she will probably kill herself and i would never forgive myself. Also i made like 5x since november but still feel poor.

5 hours later 28764517 Anonymous (tenor.gif 220x220 23kB)
>>28749946 took out my initial investment after doubling and now my gains are getting nuked all that stress for what, not going to sell the dip but its just sad

5 hours later 28764559 Anonymous
>>28764517 oh, and get me a double makers, 2 ice.

5 hours later 28764630 Anonymous
>>28750280 >I'm a paperhand who can't hold and I keep switching from crypto to crypto I wonder why you can't win!

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