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2019-12-19 10:30 21699358 Anonymous GIOYC (FB_IMG_1576790955072.jpg 960x918 63kB)
Make him proud anon. Vent here.

4 min later 21699369 Anonymous
Aw my throat hurts and my tongue is swollen

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18 min later 21699398 Anonymous
I'm so sorry you've had to go through this. It hurts me that you do. No one should have to, least of all, you. And I want you to do everything you can to recover and become whole again. That is the most important thing in the world to me, because I love you more than I can ever say. I haven't told you that since I've come to realize it, I do undeniably love you. But as much as I'll tell you I understand and I'm okay... I'm fucking shattered right now. I've spent the past few weeks so sure that we were going to marry, and now I'm not sure if you'll even want me when you're healed enough to be ready for a relationship again. I cried for half an hour in the grocery store parking lot today because I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I was coping before by doing little things for you, leaving little gifts on your doorstep, but now that you want complete space... I don't have an outlet. I am just stuck in despair, and the only thing I can think to do now is drink to Oblivion and hope to god I don't drunk text/call you. I don't ever want you to know how miserable I am right now. I want you to heal. But fuck, I feel like I'm stuck endlessly in between dying and death. I'd consider suicide if I didn't think it would fuck you up even more. Just... Please, don't lose your feelings from me. I'll be here however I can, but... I can't imagine life without you by my side. You've become too central to me to be able to just accept that you aren't here any more. I wish I could just hear your voice again or see your face. It would break me even more, but it would be worth it.

22 min later 21699409 Anonymous
>>21699358 5th day of quitting smoking weed lost 10kg in weight i feel like utter shit i honestly have lost so much muscle that I think I can't breath normally anymore I either have way too much body heat or way too little going from dead cold and being forced to clack my teeth to produce a little bit of heat to sweating and feeling hot as fuck my body is ruined it feels like and it makes me want to cry but that will just make things worse I just want to sleep well but I'm stressed and scared I got sleep apnea I know I should go swimming but I feel so utterly like shit I only have energy a few hours a day I thought it was because I ate too little but today I ate a fuck ton and now my stomach is borderline wanting to throw up i hate how sensitive I am it's not helping when I'm down not that venting really helps it just feels like talking to a friend who doesn't respond I don't even dare talking to my friends god I feel weak i don't even want to cuddle I just want to roll into a little ball and die but I can't u need to stretch and keep myself open and growing it's going to kill me probably do I have trouble breathing becaus I overthink so much and stress myself to hell and back or because I'm dying and have lung cancer?

1 hours later 21699585 Anonymous
>>21699398 Where can I find you though? I don't know anymore. I think you're everywhere. Amnesia sucks.

1 hours later 21699636 Anonymous
I am hurting so bad for a mentor/father figure in my life and you fit the bill and I just wish I knew you to let you know that without it sounding weird or creepy.

1 hours later 21699641 Anonymous
>>21699636 Wish I knew *how* to let you know that

1 hours later 21699653 Anonymous
They won't let me talk to you again.

1 hours later 21699673 Anonymous
>>21699409 Lie down and put one hand on your chest and one on your belly. When you breathe, which hand is going up? If it's the one on your chest, that contributes to anxiety by triggering your fight or flight response. You want to be belly breathing all the time, just close your eyes and breathe deep anon

1 hours later 21699700 Anonymous
I can't do anymore. Bye.

2 hours later 21699754 Anonymous
What the fuck is GIOYC? Also i want to cheat on my girlfriend. Like bad. But I don't want to sit there and just lie to some other girl just to fuck her. Too much effort for such a small reward. Don't get me wrong. I like my current gf and can definitely see a future with her. However while we were taking a break she fucked someone else 6 times. So I've been just patiently waiting for some willing slut that will fuck me. Without payment of course. I don't care if she finds out or even leaves me because of it. Wither it happens tomorrow or 10 years from now. I have to do it. I honestly don't care how. As long as I find the woman sexually attractive that's the only requirement

2 hours later 21699773 Anonymous
I used to be a pimp at getting women but would always prematurely ejaculate. I eventually would just jack off before sex but thats embarrassing as fuck. My dick is literally broken. I gave up on women like five years ago and havent been on anything close to a date since. There are positives like the fact that all women are fucking psychopaths, but at the end of the day there is no reason for me to be on this planet.

2 hours later 21699801 Anonymous
>>21699358 Its time for me to start dating and asking women for their phone numbers. I got a lot of stuff worked out in my life. I got more things to do but I'm stable enough now to see it through.

2 hours later 21699804 Anonymous
>>21699773 Yeah yeah blame all women because you can't control yourself and are insecure about it...

2 hours later 21699816 Anonymous
You treat me like a charity case and then laugh at me behind closed doors where I can't confront you. I'm only staying here because it's cheap. Stop making me your scapegoat. I can't bring a date back to my own home because of you and your obnoxious son. Fuck you, honestly. If I didn't pity you I would have been far meaner far earlier on.

2 hours later 21699821 Anonymous
I wish I had friends, and for the life of me I have no idea how to make them anymore. Work is almost entirely old people, and out of the 2-3 young people, none of them are close to me in age or share my hobbies. Also, not the same gender. It makes me feel rather isolated and one dimensional.

2 hours later 21699907 Anonymous
>>21699382 Still?

2 hours later 21699945 Anonymous
I just wish I could meet you all over again. If I could talk to you more often I'd be the happiest, but asking that kind of stuff is embarassing at this point. You're great, though. Thanks for these years.

3 hours later 21699967 Anonymous
Text me back

3 hours later 21700023 Anonymous
The girl that seemed perfect to me was interested in me but I didn't act right, she probably thought that I wasn't interested in her. I'll never see her again. An opportunity like this one probably won't come again and this is making me depressed.

3 hours later 21700036 Anonymous
I want to die, but I know I can't. I know I can't tell others without social stigma or others worrying about me 24/7. I want to date my best friend I've had a crush on for over a year, but I know even if she'd reciprocate feelings it wouldn't really work out the way I had wanted. I wish I could be happy

3 hours later 21700040 Anonymous
Everytime I start to talk to someone they catch feelings and then I just feel guilty because I know I'm not gonna be around for the long run and once again, Im the disappointment. And the one person I really wouldve stuck around for doesn't want me

3 hours later 21700055 Anonymous
FUCK MY RETARDED COWORKERS I TELL THEM THEIR SHIT IS WRONG AND THEY ARGUE WITH ME ABOUT IT FIX YOUR SHIT YOU NIGGER BITCH!!! so many god damn incompetent brainless sons of bitches with a god damn attitude problem who need a kick in the teeth. uppity cunts think because they've been lurking around 10,20,30 years that just magically makes them competent. IT MAKES YOU PATHETIC. YOU'RE WORKING A JOB SOME 20'S KID CAN SLIP RIGHT INTO, WHO IS BORED AT DOING BECAUSE IT'S SO SIMPLE AND BRAINLESS. in 2 fcuking years i swear to fucking god i'm going to DOUBLE MY FUCKING INCOME I'LL LEARN ANY SKILL I NEED AND GET CERTIFICATIONS TO PROVE I KNOW IT, I'M GOING TO DOUBLE MY INCOME IN 2 YEARS AND YOU STUPID RETARD MOUTHBREATHING INCOMPETENT LAZY SLOW FUCKFACE CUNTS WILL BE MY CALLBOY SERVANTS AND HAVE TO LICK MY BOOTS. FUCK YOU YOU CUNT

3 hours later 21700087 Anonymous
>>21700040 Have you been honest about this with the people you're talking to? Sometimes simple honesty is enough to prevent a mess from happening later.

3 hours later 21700103 Anonymous (1572331814549.jpg 480x310 37kB)
Lads, it's 2 16 am and i habe to get up at 6 for my exams and i feel like dying holy shit i need to study so much

4 hours later 21700136 Anonymous
It's the last time I'll be asking. Take it or leave it.

4 hours later 21700163 Anonymous
>>21699409 also at 5 days of quitting weed anon, but surprisingly feeling about the opposite to you. Getting good sleep, vivid dreams, feeling well rested, getting a lot done with my day, and working out and eating more. You’ll get through it anon!

4 hours later 21700173 Anonymous
They're rushing me like hell now to meet deadlines. I'll still come over on Monday.

4 hours later 21700248 Anonymous
Dammit my sister always acts weird and it makes me act weird

4 hours later 21700267 Anonymous
>>21699409 Taper off smoking if going cold turkey hurts too much. Relegate your intake to nights exclusively so that you can sleep through the night without waking up to smoke, but also remember your dreams. When you diminish your intake to where you can sometimes sleep without it/forget to do it before bed, then you can try quitting entirely.

4 hours later 21700269 Anonymous
i think i'm going to be lonely for the rest of my life. girls i have been interested in and sometimes it was mutual have been >single mom it's not so much that i'm feeling cucked by raising another man's kid. it's moreso the fact that i'd like to raise our own love child between me and my girl. and i'm not sure if i'm financially capable of raising more than 1 kid rn >long distance it really fucking sucks not being able to see them in person everyday or at least every week >girls not my age i share hobbies with them but they're still young (early to mid 20's). it's not that they're immature, its more like im scared they'll eventually leave me for someone younger,hotter, more successful >have previously dated/had sex with my friends idgaf sloppy seconds. i guess i just hate the fact that you chose him first over me >is in a quasi-relationship there's always that guy i question whether or not is just a reeeally good friend/her boyfriend/guy confidant? so i just back off and respect that dynamic. i would not want a guy swooping on my girl, if i had one. Am i over thinking?

4 hours later 21700286 Anonymous
>>21700267 Whelp, seems like you’ve dq’d pretty much the majority of the female dating pool. I would not say it would be overthinking to assume you will be forever lonely- it’s assured.

4 hours later 21700295 Anonymous
Well, whatever. I'll just go with it...

4 hours later 21700296 Anonymous
In the past month I’ve tried to kill my self 2 times. Once with my .38 special, almost pulled the trigger but couldn’t go through with it. The other, I overdosed on multiple meds that should have killed me, but didn’t. Both times I drove myself to the asylum for help. I’m not going to sit here and tell you my sob story, or that my situation is any worse that someone else. I spent my time inside “preaching” and talking to those who were in a worse state than myself. It mad me feel like I had a purpose for that short time. I even met a girl that I like, and it seems she at the very least likes me back as a friend. We keep having intense conversations, about our past, present and futures. The more I hear, like a siren, she draws me in. She has a beautiful soul, with eyes I can get lost in for eternity. I’m trying not to invest so much emotion and thought to her, just as a safeguard. My hearts fire has been unfrozen and lit once more. I pray to the Lord that I can help her grow as a person, and maybe she could be my significant other. I’m trying not to get my hopes up.

5 hours later 21700308 Anonymous
Honestly the best thing to do would be to stop being lazy and just hustle super fucking insanely hard but it's literally impossible for me. I'm not going to stop trying though.

5 hours later 21700322 Anonymous
I think I'm becoming special to someone and I don't know how to deal with it

5 hours later 21700350 Anonymous
>>21700322 Tell them how you feel about the situation, not saying anything is going to hurt things in the long run. What do you want? Why do you think you’re becoming like this to this person?

5 hours later 21700380 Anonymous
I can't stop embarrassing myself... I'm too ignorant I guess. I'm just dumb...

5 hours later 21700393 Anonymous
>>21700316 >>21700374 >>21700378 >>21700387 I hope you get the therapy you need.

5 hours later 21700401 Anonymous
Damn I feel weird

6 hours later 21700450 Anonymous
>>21700393 This has been going on for a year, I don't think he cares.

6 hours later 21700472 Anonymous
So scary

6 hours later 21700487 Anonymous
You drive me insane,.. I've lost all focus because of you and you can't even acknowledge it.

6 hours later 21700506 Anonymous
Damn... I have to do the right thing...

6 hours later 21700514 Anonymous
>>21700450 Was that the guy who wants to murder them? I got warned for posting the navy seal copypasta. Wtf?

6 hours later 21700520 Anonymous
How do you tell a woman you love them?

6 hours later 21700528 Anonymous
>>21700520 Do you know them well? A simple I like you would do, for starters

7 hours later 21700575 Anonymous
Idk how to stop being weird

7 hours later 21700578 Anonymous
My dad keeps making fun of me for never having a gf. I wish he'd stop.

7 hours later 21700580 Anonymous
>>21700514 Yeah that was him.

7 hours later 21700589 Anonymous
>>21700393 What did they say?

7 hours later 21700596 Anonymous
>>21700580 I really hope that person or people are just shitposting

7 hours later 21700602 Anonymous
>>21700589 The same crap as usual: cutting off someone's feet, cutting up their stomach, killing all women. Just another day in the 4chan /adv/ GIOYC thread.

7 hours later 21700613 Anonymous
You should answer.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHc Oi4ilSaU

7 hours later 21700624 Anonymous
>>21700055 Dude the key to a successful work experience is to give way less fucks

7 hours later 21700628 Anonymous
>>21700296 Godspeed anon

7 hours later 21700630 Anonymous
I'm so hopeless in love with you. 2 years so far have only strengthened my love. I want to spend my entire life with you. I hope you propose soon.

7 hours later 21700631 Anon
I'm a shit bf

7 hours later 21700633 Anonymous
I've had a girlfriend for over two years and I still feel like I'll never consider myself sexually attractive. She calls me sexy but is totally neutral about sex and only does it for my sake, and she's never going to fantasise about me. I don't have any evidence that I can ever really be seen as a sexual being.

7 hours later 21700650 Anonymous
>>21699636 No plz hes going to put his dusty balls all over your face

8 hours later 21700655 Anonymous
I'm so disappointed.

8 hours later 21700686 Anonymous
X is the only one that talks to you? Bruh I reached out to you a month ago and you left me on read.

8 hours later 21700687 Anonymous
>>21699358 How do people who work 9-5s monday - friday get shit done that needs to be done during business hours on weekdays? for example get an oil change or car repair?

8 hours later 21700693 Anonymous
I don’t feel bad at all that my friend is breaking up with his longtime girlfriend. Good riddance. If he ends up being attracted to me, even better, but that’s not likely.

8 hours later 21700712 Anonymous
i feel like i'm always the last choice, i feel like im invisible.

8 hours later 21700722 Anonymous
>>21700687 Most people don't work 9-5 anymore, it's 9-6 with a one hour lunch. You use your one hour lunch break to get shit done.

9 hours later 21700766 Anonymous
>>21700613 I did.

9 hours later 21700767 Anonymous
Gotta do this again I guess. I love you. I wish I didn’t. I’m still hoping that writing it out helps get rid of it but iI don’t think it does. I’ve been writing about it for years. Not writing doesn’t help either. I don’t have the option of never seeing you again, at least not right now. I don’t really know what to do.

9 hours later 21700774 Anonymous
i hate America and i want to leave so badly but i literally can’t. or at least go to another state. even if i could i am tied down by emotional obligations to be around my mother because my brother was taken away from her when he was young so i’m all she basically has. it’s not fucking fair at all. this life is mine, why can’t i have it and be free?

9 hours later 21700788 Anonymous
I'm pretty sure a guy who use to stalk me found out which college I go to and now he's taking about going on tours there and even applying and I'm so freaked out. I don't know what I would even do if he went to the same school as me again.

9 hours later 21700799 Anonymous
I have a girlfriend who I can't seem to trust or respect at all. She doesn't really flirt with other guys but she just doesn't seem like the type to be loyal, she loses all self control when drunk and I'm not very attractive so it seems likely she would cheat on me. There are so many red flags, like random mood swings (not on her period) where she treats me without any respect. Her habits are horrible, too, she wastes fucktons of money, eats poorly, and is slightly overweight. Despite all this I really love her and I know I'm kidding myself when I say that her problems are fixable or even worth fixing. I'm extremely cynical and skeptical so most of the time I feel like our relationship is falling apart, even if it really isn't, I have zero confidence in our relationship. Maintaining a relationship where you don't see yourself with the other person in 5 years is fucking difficult. Should I break up with her anons? Or stay and try to fix her bad habits?

10 hours later 21700907 Anonymous
I'm in love with my female friend. I was planning to tell her today, but yesterday I found out that she has a boyfriend. They are probably together for a week or two. I thought she was into me before that, at least she acted that way, but I'm retarded and I didn't want to tell her about my feelings back then. I know it's too late now, so I want to end the friendship with telling the whole truth. She would probably be okay with still being friends, but that's not what I want. I lay awake whole night feeling like shit, unable to do something.

10 hours later 21700910 Anonymous
>>21700602 But there’s beauty here too

10 hours later 21700932 Anonymous
I'm going to die alone partially because of my dick malfunctioning and partially because I don't control my emotions or anger well. I just miss her everyday My psych tells me to question these thoughts but they seem pretty reasonable desu

11 hours later 21700988 Anonymous
Usually people want to play victim to gain sympathy or attention. I'm the opposite and it's probably because my life has been non-stop abuse. Gordon Ramsay is a pussycat compared to what I've endured. There was this guy I met online, he was kind to me, pretty much the first person. He said he had a theory...that I was treated so poorly all my life that I didn't know my worth. He has no idea how right he was. I wish I could tell him but he needed to get away from me and I didn't want to stand in his way. We shared depression, although when mine was much worse than his, he abandoned me. Everyone leaves eventually.

11 hours later 21700993 Anonymous
I see it's not their fault. Everything is turned upside down. If they knew better, they'd do better. I just hope I die soon, I can't live like this. I want to go back.

11 hours later 21700997 Anonymous
Liking things irrationally is only going to lead you to hating things irrationally. You just gotta be rational.

11 hours later 21700998 Anonymous
>>21700910 There is, which is why I like to stop by here from time to time.

11 hours later 21701001 Anonymous
>>21700997 That is your problem in life, you're too rational.

11 hours later 21701002 Anonymous
My psyche is the ultimate clash between two types of people. They are like different species.

11 hours later 21701007 A girl that will break the rules
I got a new blanket and it feels amazing.

11 hours later 21701011 Anonymous
>>21701007 I need to throw my bedding away. It's all tainted with memories of my ex girlfriend and our pets

11 hours later 21701012 Anonymous
Idk man, I'm trying to find some direction and hold onto it.

11 hours later 21701022 Anonymous
>>21700163 Dreams come back and hit like hell dude it's so comfy to dream again had an amazing dream of a ruined castle near the sea built with black rocks so old and ruined you could only barely recognise from the steps and the circular platform that it was man built there was a stone table on it which was just large enough to put a human on so I guess they used it for human sacrifices. >>21699673 really? I thought chest breathing was the healthy thing. I'll try it out because I breath almost entirely with my chest when lying down thanks anon I think you're on to something >>21700267 sorry frend I only go hard or go die smoked 2 gram (1/14th ounce?) a day and then just quit out of nowhere. Also quit smoking. I know if I smoke one I might as well smoke 2 grams again. Also the brown stuff coming out of my lungs are telling me I should quit and be happy. thanks for your replies to my desperate post though

11 hours later 21701038 Anonymous
Why do people have to change? It was almost a perfect relationship a month ago and now he's just not the same... I struggle to even leave my bed every morning, I can't stop thinking about him every passing hour and I don't even know if I cross his mind at all.

11 hours later 21701049 A girl that will break the rules
>>21701011 Do it.

11 hours later 21701056 Anonymous
>>21701049 Your advice is always great, even when you're implying I don't deserve to live I also want to throw the whole fucking bed on the fire but I don't have an alternative sleeping place. Why do beds so much fucking money?

12 hours later 21701117 Anonymous
WHY DO I STILL MISS HIM. Years later and I still get sad thinking about him. I've made a whole bunch of new friends, worked on hobbies, been in school, dated other people, just a bunch of shit including no contact but I still get sad. Am I still gonna be like this two years from now? Four years? I want to forget I ever knew him

12 hours later 21701122 Anonymous
>>21701002 What/who are they?

13 hours later 21701197 Anonymous
I guess I'll spend the whole weekend being sad.

13 hours later 21701202 Anonymous
I really like you but I'll never be enough to you.

13 hours later 21701217 Anonymous
>>21701197 Same.

13 hours later 21701224 Anonymous
>>21701202 Same

14 hours later 21701263 Anonymous
im gonna burn in this fire but at least ill enjoy it

14 hours later 21701266 Anonymous
I pathetically spam this board with my problems and scour here for (You)s because I know my ex was the only woman for me and I'm going to die alone

14 hours later 21701285 Anonymous
I understand that some of it is based off of experience and it's a safety mechanism but I dont care anymore. I wish I could kill people without repercussions. Dont know if I would but it would be a very real possibility. I wish people that judged me on the color if my skin and treated me poorly as a result would just fucking die. If you treat someone like a monster long enough eventually they will just stop giving a fuck about trying to be a respectable person and give you the monster you want to see. I wonder how many other blacks are like me, that have caved in to shitty treatment of society.

14 hours later 21701310 Anonymous
>>21699754 It means Get it of your chest

14 hours later 21701312 Anonymous
I bumped into a lot of old friends yesterday. For the most part it was a good experience, but there's definitely some people I'd rather not be around ever again. It's kinda like how some people just make you feel good when you're around them, while others just drain you by being in your presence.

14 hours later 21701318 Anonymous
>>21701263 Don’t be a shitter anon o:

14 hours later 21701324 Anonymous
>>21701263 Don’t kill your self it’s not worth it

14 hours later 21701329 Anonymous
>>21701266 Hey hey that’s not true. You can’t say that anon. Just try be happy you’ll find another

14 hours later 21701332 Anonymous
>>21701329 Nope it's true as fuck. Combine my mental and physical problems and it's inevitable I was virtually a meme

14 hours later 21701333 Anonymous
Just got a job at a warehouse after being a NEET for a long time. It's been one day and I feel like I'm in prison. it's 10 hours a day 5 to 6 days a week of repetitive and mind-numbing labor and I have anxiety knowing I'll be forced to go and be stuck. I don't want to quit tho, I don't want to be a piece of shit, but I don't know how to make this easier for myself

14 hours later 21701334 Anonymous
>>21701332 Then try get some government help to get medical/mental help there is hope

14 hours later 21701338 Anonymous
No, you and your friend weren't "raped", you toxic fucking idiot. I saw the posts where you both agreed to a threesome with him months in advance. I'm pretty sure you even showed me a text message between you three. The fact that shit like alcohol and weed wasn't involved doesn't make it rape when you both agreed to be in that situation with him at that exact fucking time.

14 hours later 21701340 Anonymous
>>21701338 Damn some woman can be retarded as shit

14 hours later 21701342 Anonymous
>>21701312 Sometimes you have to work with the people who drain you. They often become training staff, team leads, and middle managers.

14 hours later 21701348 Anonymous
I've been so anxious on basically on constant basis there is no way I would get sleep without the meds I'm on. If I had to choose I think I'd rather be depressed than this. This makes every day feel like hell. As soon as I wake up I just can't fucking wait for it to be over. I don't want to go to work, I don't want to deal with people, I just want to go back to sleep and not think about shit on an endless loop. I've gone to the doctor to seek help and I feel like I'm just moving backwards. I almost wanna call my doctor and see if they are still willing to do what they were suggesting and write me a note for a couple days off of work. I don't know what I'd do with my time besides be miserable and try to sleep as much as possible, which probably wouldn't happen.

14 hours later 21701360 Anonymous
>>21701333 If it makes you feel better, m y warehouse job has become 75% office politics, 25% work. All that time spent doing manual labour just gives me time to think and plan out my next move against the management. I use to hate it because I worked hard and didn’t fight back. They love that; hard workers are scared to lose their jobs and don’t put up much of a fight, easy pickings. I think I’m like them now. I enjoy investigating every move the upper management makes and building a case against them. I’ll blow the whistle eventually when i have hard enough evidence and made it difficult for them to claim plausible deniability. Gives me a sense of purpose. I wish i could go back to when the focus was doing the job, but it’s too late for that.

14 hours later 21701370 Anonymous
>>21701342 True, but I'd rather deal with that at work rather than in my personal life. Life's draining enough as is, if I can cut some of it out I might as well.

15 hours later 21701374 Anonymous
>>21701348 Also I'd like some input. It's work bullshit, but someone was trying to tell me that my response to the situation is too much. Basically this lady I work with went off on me for an order for something not being placed yet much less arrived. There was no time table given to me as to when it was needed by so no rush was put on it. She started accusing me of raising my voice, so I just tried to diffuse the situation as quickly as possible while she continued to act like a bitch. Then she had the nerve to come into my office. I'm having a hard time right now for lots of reasons so I went to my office to regain my composure and find what was needed to get this lady off my back. She pretty much badgered me into telling her what was all going on in my life after I asked her to leave me alone. She then put her hand on my back and started praying for me and I asked her to stop because that is not what I believe, she did not stop and was even trying to get me to go to church with her afterwards. I pretty much feel like she came into my office to lay into me more behind closed doors and who knows what else, but ran into a situation she wasn't expecting and decided to deal with it the way she did. I still feel this is bullshit and she should have never followed me into my office much less everything else that happened after that. I've contacted the state about it and they agree that what she did, specifically with the religion stuff in a state funded workplace, was not right and provided me paperwork to fill out. I haven't done so yet but I think I should, that way I'd at least be protected by law from retaliation and such while I look for a new job. I brought the situation to the attention of my boss and the owner of the company I work for just for it to be brushed aside. So what is other people's input on this? I don't think I'm over reacting in filing a co.plaint with department of workforce development but I had someone tell me I'm over responding.

15 hours later 21701384 Anonymous
>>21701334 Way ahead of you. My provider only covers a limited amount of psychology each year

15 hours later 21701438 Anonymous
Absolutely choked on the mic last night. Shoulda sung Foreigner. Still my friend sung ELO at my request and of course everyone loved it. Buncha old people. Michael Bolton Clone up in my face fucking wit me. Trying to make me feel self-conscious and of course it always comes down to me getting insulted by some asshole. GenX are complete assholes, too. All the best ones are long dead and we all know it.

15 hours later 21701457 Anonymous
>>21701438 It happens. Don't sweat it Sing what you want to fucking sing

15 hours later 21701462 Anonymous
ILL ALWAYS FUCKING LOVE YOU TILL ALL THE LIGHT FADES OUT AND I CLOSE MY EYES FOR THE LAST TIME SEE YOU STANDING THERE GUIDING ME TOWARDS THE LIGHT SEE YOU STANDING THERE TELLING ME ITS REAL TELLING ME IM NOT A FOOL TELLING ME ITS ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL

15 hours later 21701473 Anonymous
>>21699358 I just got braces at a very old age and it sucks not being able to lick my teeth or eat my favorite foods anymore.

16 hours later 21701477 Anonymous
I wonder quite a bit about life’s meaning. Victor Frankl said that if suffering has no meaning, then there’s no meaning to life. Or something like that. He was a Jewish Psychologist in Nazi Germany and they killed his parents, they killed his pregnant wife, and they put him in a Concentration Camp I think Dachau and they tortured him. The Nazis liked to keep smart, successful Jewish men and basically see how much torture they could take. But he was freed and wrote a book about it. He said that if you lose the meaning of your life, you’ll just fail and die. You had to believe in something.

16 hours later 21701505 Anonymous
lurking these dating apps and shit knowing full well ill never speak to any of these rats, every face I see its like wow, so beneath me, why waste my time when I can't relate to any single human being left on the face of this earth aside from the one my soul is bound to? if I could move on, I'd be married by now, honest I run between lanes through highway zero, as if my heads on fire, chasing headlights hoping it's the holy light guiding me towards you ended up on 99th street

16 hours later 21701511 Anonymous
>>21699358 I want to live with my friends and I want to have a family and there is no chance for either because I am annoying and depressed and never happy.

16 hours later 21701516 Anonymous
>>21701505 I don't consider myself above anyone, especially not outwardly successful women on dating apps But I do understand to know what it's like to have my soul bound to someone who is never coming back into my life. It hurts and it doesn't stop

16 hours later 21701522 Anonymous
>>21701516 I don't mean it in a narcissistic way, its just I literally can look through hundreds of people on these stupid dating apps and literally be able to tell in an instant that none of these people will resonate with my soul, not in the slightest though at the same time, waiting for the one who rises your soul to the heavens can be such a cruel game to play with yourself, especially as the outcome remains so unclear regardless of the time spent chasing it in my situation, there is truly nothing I can do but wait, for my ties have been long severed with this person and I would hate myself to no end if I were to be an unwelcome arrival in their life though I often wake from dreams where we have spent years together my escapism, I suppose.

16 hours later 21701539 Anonymous
>>21701348 I wish I could make your days feel better. But you chose not to reply to what I asked and don't want to see or hear from me anymore. I'd get on that bus first thing next week if only you'd just say the word.

17 hours later 21701589 Anonymous
I'm dead i just don't see any way out of this

17 hours later 21701608 Anonymous
you were the only person who could have saved me from this but you chose not to. thank you truly. it's not gonna get better now. you just wanted to feel good about yourself.

17 hours later 21701612 Anonymous
Life is going great. I'm just tired of the effort it requires.

17 hours later 21701634 Anonymous
Your voice has changed. It’s far more halting. What happened to you?

17 hours later 21701648 Anonymous
I can still feel you inside me... see your face above me. You opened me up and then you closed me. It’s the oldest story in the world.

18 hours later 21701690 Anonymous
>>21699358 One of the biggest celebrities in the world today just liked my comment about their outfit that I made a few days ago. Little me of all people! That makes me feel grand but also embarrassed to say who it is. I'm shy. But do I ever feel happy right now. I'm just trying to understand this feeling I haven't felt in so long. I feel like a little kid excited to open a gift. I forgot what this felt like.

18 hours later 21701697 Anonymous
It's only 9:44 and I want this day to be over already.

18 hours later 21701706 Anonymous
>>21701697 Greetings fellow anon from the central United States

18 hours later 21701713 Anonymous
>>21701706 Greetings

18 hours later 21701717 Anonymous
anon, there is something very special planned for you

18 hours later 21701754 Anonymous
>>21701717 Will I die soon? I'd really like to

18 hours later 21701778 Anonymous
>>21701690 who was it? and it's normal. social media causes dopamine in the same way gambling and drugs do.

18 hours later 21701786 Anonymous (1537378654698.jpg 900x900 88kB)
I'm too motivated, I'm not going to give up but at the same time I know I'm not going to put in enough effort to succeed so I'm just going to fail. I wish I could get out of this limbo and either finally succeed (ie. start making real progress) or just give up completely. Ok I guess the only thing to do is give this one more shot.

19 hours later 21701796 Anonymous
Right now I’m extremely pissed off at myself for not just straight up telling Michael Bolton Clone at the pub last night to go fuck himself and get up outta my face. Ugly old-as-fuck-looking muthafucka has the nerve to come up to me and start fucking with me. Like I’ve said, the only guys who ever talk to me ever are just assholes who want to neg me insult whatever. The woman he was with was a fucking hag. Leave me the fuck alone. I’m crying right now because of Michael Bolton Clone. Fuck my life.

19 hours later 21701801 Anonymous
>>21701796 Okay now I need to know Was it kareoke? What did the Bolton guy do?

19 hours later 21701830 Anonymous
>>21701801 Yes it was karaoke but also the fucking ubiquitous af ugly sweater party for some shady-ass tech company. MBC sang some Tenacious D, I sang West End Girls by Pet Shop Boys and it went great but usually I sing Opportunities. But I shouldna sang any of that me and my friend should have sang Double Vision by Foreigner. That’s on me. But so MBC comes up to me and asks why didn’t I sing Opportunities and that’s ducking writs because I usually sing that but how the fuck does he know? Creepy close-talking fucker Bolton clone for real he had the long hair and balding! This fucker was just all up in my business basically asking me the SAME FUCKING question everyone is obsessed with all this bullshit and people my own age are the absolute worst. These guys invented this gay-ass tech paradise. Honestly though next time any other Clone is disrespectful to me ima tell him to fuck himself.

19 hours later 21701841 Anonymous
>>21701690 I’m sad for you that you commented on a vapid celebrity let alone care that they (a regular person! Who shits just like you! Just with more employees! Essentially money-based nobility!) “liked” (pushed a button) on “your” comment. It is so sad, just validation junkies shouting into the void, “Love me! love me! Tell me I have worth, please give my life meaning!” Just like me lmao

19 hours later 21701855 Anonymous
>>21701717 No there isn't. Don't try and kid me.

19 hours later 21701868 Anonymous
>>21701786 I'm in the same boat. Ten years gone, nothing to show for it. Hate myself for failing, but fuck it I'm willing to die for this. We go again.

19 hours later 21701892 Anonymous
>>21699398 Yeah I will never marry again. I told you that several times buddy.

19 hours later 21701894 Anonymous (b2a589dc891105003b2b8df7632afc9bcf92d7cf_hq.jpg 704x397 93kB)
I had a heart to heart with a cutie and we shared a cigarette on our break from work, 20 minutes of talking to her made me feel better than months of having you around me.

19 hours later 21701907 Anonymous
Perhaps I've been too straightforward, but you know, I'm so impatient.... And it's how I feel. Just a little stressed. It's good to be honest I think.

20 hours later 21701909 Anonymous
>>21701841 Yeah, exactly spot-on. I fucking HATE celebrities.

20 hours later 21701918 Anonymous
>>21701690 Congratulations you celebrity-cock-sucking sycophant. You’re exactly what the world wants. You’ve reached the heights of this shit human existence. You’ll never get any higher. Little old you. You can kys now.

20 hours later 21701921 Anonymous
>>21699358 >the >rapist

20 hours later 21701930 Anonymous
>>21701690 They have a social media person that handles all the community bullshit that spergs like you contact them with. They'll never know you exist and it literally doesn't even matter. Please wake up.

20 hours later 21701931 Anonymous
Christ if there’s anything I hate more than posing groveling desperate attention-seeking pandering genuflecting social media hyperhookers... I don’t know what it is.

20 hours later 21701934 Anonymous
>>21701690 Best Bait Ever

20 hours later 21701965 Anonymous
If we’re not ever going to get married, what do you have to offer? Why should I stay?

20 hours later 21701969 Anonymous
I am not sure who is here to try to fuck me harder today, my fucking co-workers or the customers calling in. Never take the call center pill if it wasn't for my girlfriend I would have gone nuclear.

20 hours later 21701973 Anonymous
I don't get it, where was I trolling?

20 hours later 21701974 Anonymous
Finally reached out to a therapist. Found one on google near my work that specialized in nearly all the problems I deal with. He even went to a prestigious university so I'm fairly confident he's a smart guy, and the only fault I found in him is that he's a Mormon and I'm a Christian. I called him last night when he wasn't in and left a message. Still hasn't called me back. Can't say I didn't try...

20 hours later 21701982 Anonymous
>>21701974 That’s weak to call him when you know he’s not in then holding it against him for not calling you back before a time he isn’t aware of. Props for calling- it’s a step in the right direction but don’t self sabotage.

20 hours later 21701989 Anonymous
I wrote you the most bothering note ever.

20 hours later 21701992 Anonymous (IMG_-wp4trs.jpg 257x257 27kB)
I still keep in contact with my ex because i'm too attached to let go he messaged me about how he was sad that he had to miss out on a party because he wanted to confess to a girl he had a crush on and said something like "of course I couldn't go. of course I couldn't see her. of course I'm doomed to be lonely forever." and all i could do was think "it's kind of fucked up that you're whining to me about being lonely when you dumped me out of the blue two months ago"

20 hours later 21701997 Anonymous
>>21701992 Don't do this. Love yourself, and be with people that aren't leeches.

21 hours later 21702017 Anonymous
>>21702012 what?

21 hours later 21702023 Anonymous
I want to put my wiener in you again.

21 hours later 21702032 Anonymous
>>21702023 I'll never allow it.

21 hours later 21702044 Anonymous
>>21702012 Beautiful

21 hours later 21702056 Anonymous
My mother and I are picking my father’s ashes up from the Medical School on Monday and it’s going to be really emotional. We haven’t really be emotional about it since he died in August but it kind of seems like yesterday. But when she told me we both kind of cried because it’s going to be a bag of my father, burnt to dust. It’s kind of really final. I don’t think I’ve grieved right. The time he died there was all this weirdness and I really had no one at all. I’m still kind of a mess...

21 hours later 21702071 Anonymous
Social media has completely fucked the landscape of men/women dynamics forever. Ugly ass fucked up women have an army of attention sponges and orbiters just waiting to shower them with praise and attention with a few finger presses and a click.

21 hours later 21702088 Anonymous
>>21701982 You're right. He did call back only to tell me he's not available for 2 weeks. I feel like I'm slipping deeper into the abyss every day, hour, minute. 2 weeks might as well be 2 years.

21 hours later 21702093 Anonymous
I'm visiting relatives for Christmas and am torn between avoiding caloric excess and not wanting food to go to waste. My usual reaction is to simply exercise a lot more, so that I can at least more productively utizile the energy, but there isn't much I can do. First world problems.

21 hours later 21702096 Anonymous
>>21702093 Just fast for a few days before hand and go ham. What I would do to be in your shoes and have your "problem".

22 hours later 21702119 Anonymous
>>21702071 Got them filters The angles People who use filters of themselves erasing their pores and with animal ears — purple flag of a total douche ho.

22 hours later 21702128 Anonymous
>>21702071 I have to wonder what can be done about it. I kind of want to see men have some fun and roll with it, disingenuously pulling the same shit, and see how exasperated society gets with it: >Start protests and shame women for looking at posters/images of shirtless men >Act triggered when women express attraction to chiseled fit men >Start accusing women of sexual harassment if they touch us or look at us >Start cheering on lardass men and calling them empowered whenever they do anything in public >Make blogs about body-shaming women who don't love blob men >React with outrage over women forcing gender roles on us when they ask us to do shit for them or protect them from danger or act gentlemanly I know full well society as a whole wouldn't take it seriously, but I want to see how long men can annoy with this until society has to tell them to knock it off and that none of their complaints are valid, only for men to fire back that they're being forced to shoulder the same "burdens" that women are being empowered to speak up against. I just want to see the reaction to such a thing happening.

22 hours later 21702145 Anonymous
Text me back please

22 hours later 21702159 Anonymous
>>21702088 Poor planning on your part is not an emergency on theirs. That is why crisis centers exist. Nut house is always an option.

22 hours later 21702187 Anonymous
>>21702159 I'm not crazy, just completely directionless and find no enjoyment in anything. I have only one day a week off work and if I could take a pill to just sleep through the entire day and not have to think and feel anxious the entire day alone with my thoughts I would pay for it.

23 hours later 21702227 Anonymous
So much to do................................. ......................... There's no light at the end of this tunnel.

23 hours later 21702230 Anonymous
>>21701992 That sounds like me... I will write my ex gf a long message about my feelings one day before Christmas.

23 hours later 21702237 Anonymous
>>21701992 tell him how you feel, he can't change that, he can just act accordingly

23 hours later 21702255 Anonymous
>>21699358 Finally giving up on finding love. These worthless feelings have ruined my life and my happiness. Gunna remove as much as possible from my life that reminds me of it, especially music and porn. Kind of done with friends too because I'm never left alone about it; gunna get a dog for companionship since I dont have to listen to it point out my flaws and failures. Life's going to just be going to work and going home. Keeping myself entertain consist of the dog, meditating, listening to instrumental music, studying science and history, going for car rides, and learning how to cook and draw. I'm sick and fucking tired of being told that socializing is required to be happy when socializing is the source of all misery in my life.

23 hours later 21702269 Anonymous
>>21702263 Well then you're nothing much if that's what your life is all about. You have it easy but don't want to admit.

23 hours later 21702275 Anonymous
>>21702227 Damn, I was going to post something like this later today

23 hours later 21702288 Anonymous
>>21702255 Go online and find a Filipina, one that's not in the Philipines, has a degree, no kids, is conservative and devout Catholic. It takes time to find one, but it's well worth it. If you feel that way about your friends, they aren't your real friends, you keep people like that at arms distance.

23 hours later 21702302 Anonymous
>>21702288 No, dobe with all that shit. Doing all this stupid shit is me hammering this mentality in.

23 hours later 21702324 Anonymous (wattic.png 625x350 267kB)
My old friend and i usually hang out on new years, however this time i've agreed that i am going to a party with some different people (i've also known for a very long time) a couple weeks in advance, old friend and this other group have "drama" between them. ( that is completely unrelated to me) and basically do not want me bringing him at all, and i cant really argue with them because i agree he was pretty much entirely in the wrong. I feel dumb for even caring about teenage shit like navigating between social circles but here we are. i know that at this party i'll have a good time however going will mean most likely upsetting my old friend, and also the uncomfortable nature of having to explain to him that we cant hang out is becoming something im dreading. im fully aware of the fact from an outside perspective this shit seems stupid/shallow et cetera, but i dont know how to bring this up to my friend without him taking this as some betrayal or similar bullshit and am honestly just mad im in this fucking dumb situation

23 hours later 21702345 Anonymous
why the fuck do I always get the feeling you can read wtf is on my screen? am I just fucking going insane?

23 hours later 21702349 Anonymous
Oh well....

24 hours later 21702361 Anonymous
>>21701992 This is kind of a sign that a person isn't quite mature enough to hold a relationship anyway. He is literally disregarding your feelings, burn the bridge, ghost him, move on. Yes you will suffer without him, but your suffering now, might as well remove the cause and start the healing process anon.

24 hours later 21702392 Anonymous
Jesus Christ

24 hours later 21702443 Anonymous
I just want to restart, I wouldn't mind going back to the beginning

24 hours later 21702449 Anonymous
I fucking hate her. She treats me like total shit and probably cheated on me. She's dumb as fuck, I don't think she's evil, she's just so fucking stupid and easily manipulated, she's spineless. He's such a bad influence on her

25 hours later 21702496 Anonymous
Working at my old middle school made me realize how much I hate my coworkers/former teachers, today's dumb party just sealed the deal. Fuck this shit, I'm going back to being a student.

25 hours later 21702614 Anonymous
>>21702443 same.

26 hours later 21702651 Anonymous
Is "hacking" close to what's happening? Or do I not have the slightest understanding?

26 hours later 21702669 Anonymous
I just want to say I’m sorry if I post things here. I really hope you don’t come on this thread ever anymore. But I can’t ever talk to you and I still have feelings. But I do look at your videos and I want to tell you I’m sorry about your father. My father was sick all my life. I feel for you. I wish we could have been friends but you never liked me enough. Please don’t troll me if you see this. I’ll never bother you again. I know I’m no good. I wish I could have known you.

26 hours later 21702673 Anonymous
>>21702651 Are you me? Because this is my exact thought today

26 hours later 21702680 Anonymous
I want to see you but it seems you don't care.

26 hours later 21702689 Anonymous
Nothing in this life excites me, or brings out any other emotion. People call me laid back, calming, peaceful, zen; In reality, I just don't care about anything. Years of this attitude has made me appear as a push over, a coward, uninteresting - all of which just makes me more uninterested. This life is empty and meaningless, and now I'm 28, past my prime, with nothing to show for it. I can't blame people for not wanting to be around me... I know I'm boring, and I don't know how to not be boring when nothing interests me. My physical features kept me afloat for a while but they too are swiftly deteriorating. My cats are literally the only ones keeping me from going overboard. I'm tired of living. Tired of the rat race. Tired of rising housing costs while my supposedly "good" job can barely cover the bills. What am I working towards again? Is our purpose still to find a mate and procreate, then provide? Why is it so difficult, so bland, so empty? If buying guns was easier in my country, I would already be gone. Contributing to society, yes. Society doesn't contribute to us.

26 hours later 21702717 Anonymous
I just want someone to talk to about my eating disorder, someone who understands and is going through the same. Most people just tell me to eat and I get it's because they care about me but I just want a friend who understands, someone I can talk to about how I feel

26 hours later 21702722 Anonymous
>>21702717 Unironically try a sub-reddit for people with eating disorders, there's bound to be one. Also, I hope that you're being followed by a professional that can help you overcome your disorder.

26 hours later 21702727 Anonymous
>>21702689 28 isn't past your prime, you're literally in it. get it together

26 hours later 21702760 Anonymous
>>21702727 When 28 is past your prime, the next 40 years are gonna be Hell. Fuck Boomers for creating this bullshit cult of Youth. But when 30 year olds can’t own a home or afford to have a family, what else is there?

26 hours later 21702764 Anonymous
>>21702717 >>21702722 um /fit/? hello??? I wish /adv/ was as active as fit since my body is fine but my mind feels absolutely rekt

26 hours later 21702769 Anonymous
>>21702689 are you me? i came here to write this, word for word.

26 hours later 21702779 Anonymous
Damn, it's almost as if I didn't learn anything. I don't remember anything. I'm really starting from scratch here.

27 hours later 21702917 Anonymous
>>21702764 Fit is all men who want muscles though, I'm a girl and I just want to be skinny, I don't need some guys telling me to start lifting weights and eat more

27 hours later 21702920 Anonymous
I think I'm just screwed for life, I'm just going to struggle forever. Damn this sucks

27 hours later 21702934 Anonymous
>>21699945 I wouldn't be embarrassed about asking if I were you. Asking will only help remind them about the relationship you have.

27 hours later 21702941 Anonymous
>>21702717 I do fasting regularly and know a lot about nutrition and fitness in general. [spoiler]thrwndrw#1729[/spoiler] EU tho

28 hours later 21702964 Anonymous
>>21702187 That’s called adulthood. It sucks, unfortunately.

28 hours later 21703016 Anonymous
Mom told me earlier today that a couple days ago she found my little sister in the bathroom naked with her tablet, possibly taking nudes of herself. She didn't want to tell my mom what she was doing and got very nervous in a way mom has rarely seen before. So an hour ago my mom took my sister's tablet which luckily was unlocked and found recent nudes in the gallery. I also saw them. I got instantly depressed. We had a long talk with my sister about sending pics to strangers on the internet and reasons for taking nudes. Supposedly the reason she took those pics was that she wanted to learn anatomy for art and have them as reference, and that seems plausible to me because we know she aspires to be an artist like me. The problem is, if what she said is true, then those photos are completely innocent and we (mostly I, because I kept pressing her to tell me the truth) probably ruined them for her and now she won't be able to look at those photos without remembering this traumatic event. And I feel as if it was all my fault. There was probably nothing wrong with those pics and I made her feel sad every time she thinks about them. I don't know, I'm just crying here in the bathroom where my family can't see or hear me. I'm gonna be extremely depressed for the next hours.

28 hours later 21703022 Anonymous
I don't belong here when all I can do is spit in the face of kindness. It's obvious they're uncomfortable with me. Why push it?

28 hours later 21703027 Anonymous
How the fuck did I get this stressed? I wish there was like a phone service that had a live person at the end of it and I could call it and scream incomprehensible profanities into the phone receiver and cry without judgement.

29 hours later 21703090 Anonymous
>>21702680 This post makes me concerned, but I don't want to flatter myself

29 hours later 21703099 Anonymous
I've been staying so late I can't even gather my thoughts lately. I want to see you before I get more tangled in work.

29 hours later 21703211 Anonymous (A8D3590A-EED5-4574-99A4-CD098EE1C5AD.jpg 420x240 25kB)
Hey blog i had a thought about stars and gravity and shit and I’d like to share. I was picturing that if gravity can bend space that the space around something like a star would be sort of like a deep well, basically what we assume is a length spanning 1km could maybe hold many more times that, since it’s like a deep pocket of space. Although I’m not sure if the space actually works like that or if it stretches while staying relatively the same volumes. Basically suggesting that the curved space due to the gravity of stars could deceive their volume, and it could be that stars hold a heckton more “star” since the space is concave (3D concavity omg i can’t even) pic sorta related

30 hours later 21703254 Anonymous
I am really tired of people acting as if I should always be acting in a self-damaging way while being only selflessly sacrificial helping other be and do better than I am. I don't have anyone to talk to, lean on or be weak and vulnerable with yet I get crap for prioritizing myself, physically and mentally because my "value" supposedly lies in making others happier than myself. I hate this.

30 hours later 21703272 Anonymous
>>21703254 >don't have anyone to talk to, lean on or be weak and vulnerable with >I get crap for prioritizing myself iktf and last year said f-it to everyone. They will try to suck you back in to take care of their needs but continue to put yourself first. Worry about your own life. It's not your burden.

30 hours later 21703277 Anonymous
Nobody is thinking about me. I can't feel other people thinking about me. My thoughts are just mine alone. I am my own person and I have nothing to do with anyone else. I'm a nobody.

30 hours later 21703287 Anonymous
>>21703277 Dubs of truth, good night everyone

30 hours later 21703312 Anonymous
Please say something

30 hours later 21703316 Anonymous
>>21699358 Sometimes I want to die but then I realize that there is so much to life that I haven't experienced. I can't kill myself without getting the most out of life.

30 hours later 21703331 Anonymous (1576298053672.jpg 480x640 59kB)
I was a NEET with no money, car, or valuables and I set a goal to make 40k a year by spring 2020. I threw myself out there and have officially hit my goal early. I'll be moving out soon and taking on bigger challenges like getting some type of degree. I picked myself up by my bootstraps and did what I had to do. "I gave my heart to the Army- the only sentimental thing I could think of..." I'm proud of myself. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCf WAVRR794

33 hours later 21703542 Anonymous
i don't remember what its like to be happy and stable.

33 hours later 21703553 Anonymous
>>21702717 I haven't had a solid shit for days because I'm back to limiting my food. But guys don't get eating disorders, right?

33 hours later 21703554 Anonymous
I wish someone would put me out of my misery so I don't need to disappoint myself with suicide. I know it's dramatic and I know better than to run away from my problems.. but god I wish I could get out.

33 hours later 21703578 Anonymous
Lord forgive me, but I've decided to write a romantic fanfiction about a fucking video game, just for the self-indulgence.

33 hours later 21703580 Anonymous
The connection with my bf is so strong. It’s like we’re two puzzle pieces meant to even each other out. I feel like I really lucked out it’s hard to find someone who you feel honestly cares deeply about you. People tell me that I should date more than one guy since I’m 19 and that I’m too young to determine if I should be in a long term relationship. I truly don’t care. What happened to courting and looking for the right suitor the first try? I feel like the world has lost its love and now it’s all about how much dick/chicks you can get in a week like relationships are video games and you need a high score. I hope in a few years he’ll ask me to marry him and I’d have no regrets.

33 hours later 21703606 Anonymous
There are connections and similarities between us but you refuse to see them... or me. When I was your age I was in your situation but then I got married and had children. Maybe that’s what’ll happen to you. But the world is a very different place than it was.

33 hours later 21703618 Anonymous
I’m half Nigerian half white. I feel weird and outcasted because I don’t look like anything. Most people think I look Indian. I feel like my children will not look like me at all. I prefer white guys and my kid will look 100% white and nothing like me. I’m worried people will see me and my kid and get confused.

33 hours later 21703639 Anonymous
>>21703618 black dad white mum?

34 hours later 21703718 Anonymous (Mikasa_ICANDOIT_tumblr_400sq.jpg 400x400 71kB)
You gave me not even days before you judged me. Good things take time and I will make my promises come true. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1j DgwysPcA

34 hours later 21703742 Anonymous
>>21703639 Yeah

34 hours later 21703752 Anonymous
>>21703742 >my kid will look 100% white and nothing like me doubt.jpg

35 hours later 21703788 Anonymous
>>21701310 Thanks anon. Re-reading my post kinda helped me see my plan a little clearer too. It's still gonna take some time though. I know I'm asking for alot

37 hours later 21703944 Anonymous
Being stressed out really makes you eat more than usual

37 hours later 21703998 Anonymous
Good fucking GOD my gf/ex gf (ambiguous at this point) gives me the SHITS. I've definitely wasted the last 6 months on her, and I wish I had never met her.

37 hours later 21704012 Anonymous
Yesterday, someone at work asked me if he could take my picture. I said no, said I don't like pictures. So he says, "It's not pictures you hate... it's yourself." How the fuck do I even respond to that? Yes, I hate myself and my face, Jim. Don't take my damn picture.

37 hours later 21704021 Anonymous
>>21704012 When someone asks you a question in an attempt to get you respond in a defensive manner you look at them silently, right in the eyes and say not a word; as if he threw a rock into a well to hear a splash but no splash was heard. Energy used in self-defense is wasted energy.

38 hours later 21704079 Anonymous
>>21700630 beautiful, hope I feel the same in time too

38 hours later 21704081 Anonymous
>>21700722 but you spend most of it in traffic

38 hours later 21704087 Anonymous
How do anons here fall so deeply in love or what do their gfs do or how are their gfs so hard to dump when they're treated badly most or half of the time? I'm still in the honeymoon phase with a man I've been dating for a couple of months or so and I'm horrified at the thought that I may say or do something that will make him find me less attractive and interesting. I'm afraid I may become a doormat instead, it's not that I never say no or always put his needs before mine, but I do go to great lengths to mantain his interest. Should be a little bit twisted instead, i mean nothing BPD dramatic or the sort?

38 hours later 21704090 Anonymous
travel to Canada in the heat of the moment, spend the holidays in a cabin by the fire as the snow pours outside. you know I never seen snow? I don't know why these weird fantasies come to me, but something tells me they're gonna happen one day. lookin forward to it. til then, hope you have a great Christmas. all my love, always- X.

38 hours later 21704111 Anonymous
>>21704090 Happy your happy bro

38 hours later 21704119 Anonymous
>>21699358 nothing makes me happy anymore. I feel that whats the point phase again in my life.

39 hours later 21704127 Anonymous
>>21704119 Give something a shit

39 hours later 21704131 Anonymous
>>21704012 "Good point." Shrug and go back to w/e you was doing.

39 hours later 21704138 Anonymous
>>21704087 Essentially, it comes down to supply and demand. Females are more in demand and have more options than men, so it makes sense that women aren't as capable of love. I wouldn't worry about him dumping you unless he's a +8/10 Chad. 80% of men are very and I mean VERY lonely and starving for any female affection.

39 hours later 21704163 Anonymous
>>21704087 Feeling like you have to walk on egg shells around your partner to keep their interest and not to provoke them is usually a sign of narcissistic and/or BPD abuse. People tend to bond powerfully with people who treat them like shit because they have no worth for themselves and instead allow their worth to be determined by the person they're in a relationship with. It's the nature of most abusive relationships.

39 hours later 21704172 Anonymous
>>21704138 >Females are more in demand Eh, outside of dating sites? Maybe. >and have more options than men Statistically not likely given the similar amount. If we go with the usual incel theories about chads, the game is far more fucked for females, who have to compete with other females for the few chads. While less desirable men at least have the left overs from chads and the possibility to improve their status.

39 hours later 21704176 Anonymous
>>21704172 >the game is far more fucked for females Lol, do you honestly believe this when poor, balding manlets exist? And women have no problem with sharing Chads.

39 hours later 21704191 Anonymous
>>21704176 >do you honestly believe this when poor, balding manlets exist? None of the shit is relevant, poor, balding manlets can still become Chads. Poor ugly females couldn't even pull of the mommy gf shit and are about as valued as sex dolls. >And women have no problem with sharing Chads Most people still fall for the monogamy meme and wouldn't be cool sharing long-term. Besides, Chad's time is limited, and if there are so few of them, the competition would be still stiff, since being in a somewhat serious relationship with more than two people is far too much work.

39 hours later 21704196 Anonymous
>>21704191 >poor, balding manlets can still become Chads Yeah, sure, I bet you rub your pussy thinking about Jeff Bezos, lol.

39 hours later 21704206 Anonymous
>>21704196 His wife and the chick he cheated on his wife clearly did.

41 hours later 21704344 Anonymous
>>21703752 Look up 1/4 black children

41 hours later 21704348 Anonymous
>>21704330 >fuck up hard >wants to quit game instead of trying to do better Meh.

41 hours later 21704351 Anonymous
>>21704348 Deleted my post. I'm enough of a meme here If you're a terrible player why stay in the game?

41 hours later 21704354 Anonymous
>>21704330 Why’d you do that?

41 hours later 21704360 Anonymous
>>21704354 I have no idea. Booze, unresolved mental problems, rought time in life, because I am shit Why is irrelevant

41 hours later 21704370 Anonymous
>you can be asexual and still have a libido >you can be asexual and still fap >you can be asexual and still like sex I'm starting to think that asexuals don't actually exist and zoomers have even deeper sexual complexes than my generation did. As if there's only one "right" way to be gay/bi/straight and any deviation means you're some exotic flavor of demishekzhual kweer.

41 hours later 21704396 Anonymous
I feel like I'm being watched posting here on 4chan

41 hours later 21704408 Anonymous (nsad110519_Super_Portrait.jpg 561x417 30kB)
>>21699358 I should of asked Lindsay out when I had the chance. I'm such a fucking idiot and coward because it was her giving me all those chances. I didn't think she liked me and all the chances I had without her help I ran away from too. I was afraid because I though I was going to ruin her life like I do with everyone else because I ruin my life perpetually by myself. I miss her even though we just talked. I didn't realize she was going out of her way to try and talk to me and run into me. I didn't believe even myself that those were the happiest times of my life. I brought this on myself and I deserve this now. At least I know now. I'm happy that I'm so sad if that makes sense because to me that means it's true.

41 hours later 21704416 Anonymous
Things are moving way too fast between us. You told me you "love me" despite it only being a week of knowing each other. I'm not sure how to approach this though as I'd like to keep pursuing you but, dude, you're moving too fast. Please just pull back a bit and realize that you're definitely in an infatuation phase. I mentioned the possibility to you the other day and you brushed it off but no one is genuinely "in love" after a week of minimal conversation. That's not how this shit works.

41 hours later 21704437 Anonymous
>>21699754 Seems fair. Also she instigated the break specifically so she could let that dude rail her hole and not feel guilty, knowing she'd be able to get back with your dumb ass once she was satisfied with getting pounded out by her side crush. Classic and premeditated. Youre a chump until you repay the favor and also your long term outlook with her is bad, since she knows youll take it

41 hours later 21704452 Anonymous
I can't here your voice anymore

41 hours later 21704460 Anonymous
>>21704370 No one has deeper sexual complexes than Millennials. That’s why nearly everyone else (Boomers, GenX, even Alphas) hate you. You’re obsessed with maintaining a public image of irresistible sexiness... when in actuality you are a bunch of pasty-faced, rapidly aging, statistically fat, nasty, feckless, disease-ridden, uneducated, up-in-your-cellphones little broke ass bitches who’ve been lookin at disgusting porn since you were 9 years old. Pity there wasn’t another Great War 10 years ago because most of you are only good as cannon fodder.

41 hours later 21704479 Anonymous
>>21704460 We had to figure sex out during the web 2.0 era. Give us a fucking break.

42 hours later 21704508 Anonymous
Listen man, I give up. I'll no longer put up a fight. If you want me to be your submissive little fuck doll, that is what I will be. It's clear there are no feelings between us, just pleasure you take from abusing me. Abuse is all I know, abuse is what I was raised in. So abuse me once more so I know you care!

42 hours later 21704561 Anonymous
>>21704351 Because there is always a chance to improve, and more importantly, find ways to enjoy the game in a different way.

42 hours later 21704584 Anonymous
>>21704561 Single player gaming is fucking depressing when you used to have a partner This analogy is terrible. I just want to die. That's all

42 hours later 21704595 Anonymous
>>21704584 Well, and now you don't, still can adapt and enjoy the ride. If you just want to end, then do it, just don't bother with shitty excuses and justification, since suicide from your position makes no sense.

42 hours later 21704611 Anonymous
>>21704595 Yes, that's what I'm doing. Ending it. Killing yourself takes balls, I know having tried at least once over the years These posts are the equivalent of graffiti, something to prove I existed after I'm gone

43 hours later 21704652 Anonymous (1570673698636.jpg 1920x2560 203kB)
I had a friend post a photo of their dead after it died during childbirth on instagram. I didn't read the caption and said "Congratulations!" thinking it was alive. who's in the wrong?

43 hours later 21704668 Anonymous
>>21704652 Who posts pics of dear toddlers online...

43 hours later 21704729 Anonymous
>>21704652 Gross. That’s just gross. Let me take a wild guess... this person was between the ages 30-36 amirite? Look, I have nothing but the deepest sympathy for any woman who’s baby died. It’s every mother’s worst nightmare and I can’t imagine the kind of grief she must be suffering, and will suffer the rest of her life. However, posting a picture on Insta of this angel baby is the absolute worst way of dealing with anything. Most likely it was a reflexive act, because this person most likely posted every single aspect of their pregnancy on it, and would have gone on to rob the sweet soul of that dead infant had it lived. This shit gotta stop. Ask Santa to give you some fucking DIGNITY for Xmas and stop being social media whores!

44 hours later 21704871 Anonymous
>>21700575 Talk less. Listen more. Think before you talk. Wait three seconds after thinking to talk.

45 hours later 21704880 Anonymous
I got another hot girl's number last night. Nothing will probably happen again, but just getting numbers raises my self esteem.

45 hours later 21704923 Anonymous
I need to check myself in an asylum after my postdoc

45 hours later 21704955 Anonymous
[spoiler] I hope nobody mourns me after I kill myself [/spoiler]

45 hours later 21704968 Anonymous
>>21699358 I can't forgive myself for what I've done to her I can't forgive myself for letting it happen and letting her leave my life this way I can't forgive myself for not being able to forget her despite a year after She's not the same anymore and never will be Others come and go, I look at them, they look at me, but I'm just not there anymore It's not me and I don't feel alive like then again Fixing my life but what's the point without her smile in the morning What's the point of passions if it's with someone else I want to dissapear, she doesn't care but I don't want to cause trouble This is bad end At least she's better off this way At least I won't hurt her anymore So maybe not bad completely I hope she's happy and smiling

45 hours later 21705044 Anonymous
I feel bad, and it is bad. But this is too bad, I don't know what to think. I don't actually feel any kind of way. I don't know why I did any of that. The only thing I can do is avoid these situations. So you have to let me do that.

46 hours later 21705067 Anonymous
She's taken, and apart from her being attractive I don't really see myself ever being with her if she was to ever be single. She just hangs out with dodgy people, does dodgy things, gets too fucked up and goes clubbing often which are massive turn offs for me. Why am I thinking about her then? just because she's attracted to me? so? and it upsets me to think that because I am the way I am I will never get to fuck her, but the fact some other guy that thinks differently might fuck her regardless just annoys me for some reason lol what the fuck is wrong with my head. On one hand I can't fuck someone I don't see myself being with, on the other the fact I won't have sex with them but someone with looser morals and lower standards who might, annoys me. I wish I was simple sometimes, and more extroverted and into everything everyone is into, life would be much easier and finding someone right for me would be actually doable. The way things are, the way I am, its just too different, too hard to find someone and I always end up either annoyed or disappointed.

46 hours later 21705096 Anonymous
This girl i'm dating goes cold after usually being receptive to texts today. Last minute she canceled our 6th date last night because she had an "emotionally taxing day". She did this once before, her dad died around this time last year. I totally understand. It was a date where i get to meet her sister and her sister's husband. That's a little concerning... I don't think she was ready. We chatted a bunch through text last night. I set up another date idea- she just needs to confirm with her family (it's Christmas eve). I texted her this morning wishing her luck for this thing has to do today and no response... I'm probably overthinking everything. I know the text is coming where "we should just be friends" This is getting old. Every girl does this. Either i'm a piece of meat on tinder or they lead me on for a month. My heart cant take this shit anymore. I still have a heart even though i look like a Chad on the outside. fuck

46 hours later 21705111 Anonymous
>>21704370 being "asexual" is pretending that having a low sex drive makes you special.

46 hours later 21705175 Anonymous
Damn.... Remembering all that shit I did, I was both retarded and insane. I obviously can't take it back but there has to be a way to carry on as a human being. So much shame it's retarded. I should've just let my reservations go and just gone with the flow. Better to be sucky than to screw up and end up total garbage.

46 hours later 21705179 Anonymous
I want to die so bad

46 hours later 21705192 Anonymous
>>21705179 Why

46 hours later 21705202 Anonymous
>>21705192 Because life and I suck hard and I just don't want to experience it any longer.

46 hours later 21705220 Anonymous
Goddam I am so salty lately... I’m a fucking asshole since I realized that fuccboi just playin me. I’m a fucking femcel now... but maybe I always was/meant to be. Nowadays nobody can blame a bitch for just sayin Hell’s Naw to this garbage. Why everybody gotta be such a dick? So I gotta be a bigger asshole just to keep these muthafuckas from hurting me horribly.

46 hours later 21705225 Anonymous
>>21705220 who and what happened to you

46 hours later 21705231 Anonymous
>>21705220 >fuccboi just playin me Use your imagination, muthafucka

47 hours later 21705237 Anonymous
I’ve gotten super fat and anxious. So anxious I never leave the house. I am a literal NEET. Kill me. I used to be so skinny and outgoing, now just a few years later I’ve packed on 80 pounds and go outside once a week. My girlfriend takes care of everything, what a saint.

47 hours later 21705245 Anonymous
I know our friendship will eventually end but the big question is when. It's heavily one-sided anyways.

47 hours later 21705247 Anonymous
>>21699804 two things can be true, anon not necessarily agreeing or disagreeing with the statements made prior but the principle of the matter is still there

47 hours later 21705251 Anonymous
what bothers me is that I never really had a 'real' job like everyone around me. always managed to get through life without one. School, worked summers with dad every now and then, then college, then job because of college but nothing 'normal' in between. Like a hotel job or a restaurant job like everyone had. Its not even about the money, I feel like i'm just missing some experience but now it feels like a stupid idea to get one when I'm about to finish college and about to get a job from the college degree. I feel like it's still gonna bother me forever, but i don't want a shitty job I know I'd hate just to get some sort of experience I feel like I missed out on. Did I really miss anything? I know the value of money and I'm not a big spender, thats why I never really needed a job. I was never in debt and I never borrowed money and I always have around 2k saved up in my bank account, I just feel like I missed out on something

47 hours later 21705258 Anonymous
>>21705044 What did you do?

47 hours later 21705259 Anonymous
>>21705251 I can’t hold a job either and I’m 30. I uber a shit load, like 12 hours a day 7 days a week for a few weeks, then coast a few months. I don’t even think I can hold down a stable job now. Thank god my dad owns a buisness or I would have no references

47 hours later 21705264 Anonymous
because I am ugly and fat and depressed, I am not even allowed to have friends or family much less a significant other. I have to wait for death alone, and all of the things that keep normal people going are off limits to me. in b4 incel, fuck those guys. I'm not angry at other people or society because i'm a pariah, but it makes me sad that's the way it is.

47 hours later 21705273 Anonymous
>>21705264 Ever think of doing something drastic like moving out of the country and starting over?

47 hours later 21705281 Anonymous
>>21705259 I had to work a couple of days or weeks for school before so I did supermarkets and all that but I never had a job like this for longer than that. It was always something like gardening jobs with professional equipment but it wasn't a company or anything, just some side thing my dad did and dragged me along with him. It paid like 2 euro an hour and sometimes we'd work for 12 hours but it was enough for my spending needs. Never needed a job otherwise, not that I couldn't hold a job, but I just never had to desperately get one, even now that I'm 24. It just bothers me that some people talk about how experienced they are in some fields, how many jobs they got and I got nothing really, but in the end we're all not working these jobs anymore, but I feel like there was some experience in all that that I needed to get but didn't. I feel like because of that people will look down on me, but to be fair, they spend money on useless shit all the time so they need money, so they needed a job, but I never really buy anything too expensive and can save up if I have to, I never spend all my money. It just makes me feel weird, like I went straight to real work after college but nothing real before that

47 hours later 21705296 Anonymous
>>21705273 That wouldn't solve much, i'm still me, and people will be repulsed by me no matter where I am

47 hours later 21705317 Anonymous
Don't you realize we are both awkward as fuck? I don't know why you're so afraid of talking to me. There is no reason to be.

47 hours later 21705322 Anonymous
Why do I like black women so much?

47 hours later 21705352 Anonymous
Ever since my buddy got a gf I've been feeling incredibly lonely and like my position on the bro totem pole has plummeted all the way to the bottom. Like I've been demoted from the "successful guy" to the "single guy". I'm 25 and never been on a date despite everything. I should be happy for him because he's the shut-in nerd type, but I can't help but feel incredibly jealous

47 hours later 21705356 Anonymous
>>21705352 Man, that sucks. We’ve all been there.

47 hours later 21705358 Anonymous
Should I talk to him? I can see him online but "busy" but I don't know if I should start the conversation. Surely he would talk to me if he wanted, right?

47 hours later 21705366 Anonymous
>>21704370 The thing that drives me crazy is how in denial everybody is about this shit, like they don't realize they're being seen right through, but then they attach this utter horseshit so tightly to their identities that you could point out the fact that they're lying all day and it wouldn't matter because they no longer even know how hard they're bluffing because they've convinced themselves that others can't see them the way they can see others(which is the way everybody sees but it seems the game of bluffing about bullshit is so fucking endearing for some reason that we're all collectively pretending that reality doesn't exist. I dunno.) Something like that

48 hours later 21705397 Anonymous
>>21705251 >never had a 'real' job >but worked hotels/restaurants >going to get a job from a degree I don't understand what a "real job" is in your mind

48 hours later 21705404 Anonymous
>>21705358 talk to him, he might think you aren't interested if you aren't

48 hours later 21705408 Anonymous
I feel so fucking ugly and fat and I just wish I could rip my skin off. I’m going to start counting calories again and not keeping food down, I don’t care if I get hospitalized again I can’t live like this feeling fat constantly

48 hours later 21705420 Anonymous
>>21705358 If he wanted to talk to you, he would. If a guy is actually interested, he would be contacting you. If you contact him he’ll think you’re thirsty. Don’t show interest. These incels here want you to make all the moves so you’ll get rejected because they hate women.

48 hours later 21705426 Anonymous
>>21705408 Starving yourself. How original. I thought everyone was supposed to be all body positive and shit nowadays because Lizzo. Right?

48 hours later 21705430 Anonymous
>>21705426 yeah some rapper cured every clinical eating disorder you retard

48 hours later 21705434 Anonymous
>>21705430 It’s called sarcasm, dear.

48 hours later 21705438 Anonymous
Being married to my wife is like I've been some sort of fucked up monkey's paw wish. >Absolutely beautiful, stunning face >Long, curly red hair >Massive, 10/10 titties that she loves to pleasure me with at the drop of a hat >Best blowjobs and handjobs I've ever received >Down for anything, so long as I talk to her about it. She's described other women and me fucking her friends before during sex to turn me on... >Most importantly has a great personality and shares a lot of interests with me >We have three beautiful children together. ... >She has NO ass >It's the flattest, most irish, most saggiest ass and hips you've ever seen >I'm pretty sure activated some cheat code to get her ass slider to go that low >We even went to a plastic surgeon, and he pulled me aside to let me know that it would be practically impossible to give her an ass that looked even moderately good. >Her hips are positioned in such a way that they're narrow and pointing almost forward. It's like years of skinny jeans back in middle/high school sculpted her hips into a cone shape >The worst part is that her mother, sister, and cousins all have phenomenal bodies >She has a 10/10 cousin that looks like her if she were fused with a thicc STACKED tiddiemonster Margot Robbie that's always flirting and hugging on me at family functions >She has an aunt that looks like Scarlett Johansson was playing Mal Malloy in some sort of biopic I know I shouldn't complain. I should be grateful. I should be considerate. But this is what's been on my mind for months now. It's eating at my soul. I have always considered myself a tits guy, but I just want a big, jiggling, clapping, giant ass in front of my cock right now.

48 hours later 21705451 Anonymous
I really should start going to a gym. I lost a lot of weight by eating better and using the light dumbbells in my parent's basement. But now that I'm outgrowing the weights and lost a lot of my belly, I want to grow some muscle and have the body I've always dreamed of in hopes that that will help some of the dark thoughts disappear. I want to talk to a nutritionist and get a proper meal plan and sign up to the nearest gym but I'm too much of a fucking pussy. I don't even know what I'm afraid of and why I keep putting it off

48 hours later 21705452 Anonymous
>>21705438 Wont it be so much better when your grandsons can simply enjoy the physical perfections of their ready-made sexbots? And your granddaughters who inherited that flat Irish ass can be impregnated by elites who will send them to work in the labor camps when they’re 30?

48 hours later 21705458 Anonymous
>>21705438 This is the gayest thing I’ve ever read.

48 hours later 21705459 Anonymous
>>21705434 call me dear again and you’re gonna get your cheeks clapped

48 hours later 21705495 Anonymous
I'm actually a really bad friend...

49 hours later 21705650 Anonymous
A bit yes.

50 hours later 21705775 Anonymous (1499446745105.jpg 706x703 121kB)
>black women

51 hours later 21705837 Anonymous (576F6A37ADD8420EA1113D9972700ED7(1).png 460x326 156kB)
>>21705775 based

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