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2019-06-12 03:42 21003602 Anonymous it's over (hopeless.jpg 620x350 14kB)
ok anons ill get this straight, i am the guy from the thread where i was beaten by my dad and he and my mom left me alone, im 19 and i had a life of suffering, i do not want to be here anymore, i don't want any advice on how good things may come, i just need to end it tonight, i'm gonna hang myself with my guitar cables and be gone, if possible i'd like words of encouragement to do it, be my suicide coach anon

2 min later 21003610 Anonymous (cables.jpg 540x888 47kB)
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6 min later 21003621 Anonymous
OP HERE. also i feel very comfortable with it, i dont feel anxious anymore, i dont feel fear neither sadness, its a rainy day in my town and i feel so happy because i know my troubles will be gone soon, i never felt like that in my whole life, its like a new sense of hope

6 min later 21003623 Anonymous (1560212818534.jpg 608x456 31kB)
Guitar cables ? You just gonna open your throat and choking in your blood until you die, and you seriously want to die just because of your dad beatin your up and ur mom leaving you ? C'mon you don't need them to be happy Let the past in the past, leave in the present

9 min later 21003633 Anonymous
>>21003623 i can't find any ropes here so the cables will do it i guess, i might knock myself with some pills before, but i will try to find more things to help in the process of hanging

10 min later 21003638 Anonymous (1488856620-93857247.gif 500x275 910kB)
>>21003610 Oh I confused with guitar string, you can't hang yourself with cables, don't be stupid

12 min later 21003649 Vitre
>>21003602 How 'bout really show them the middle finger and manage to live your life apart from them?

20 min later 21003680 Anonymous
>>21003649 i did but i am too poor, i have no money no job no friends... nothing, the bitch even took away the food so im starving here anon

21 min later 21003681 Vitre
>>21003680 Churches offer free food and showers. Use that until you manage to find anything that pays.

25 min later 21003689 Anonymous (americanpsycho6321.jpg 632x396 77kB)
>>21003621 You just a faggot, my father almost kill his dad and his dad almost kill him in a fight His dad was beating him and his brothers and his mother, he try to kill my father with an axe when he was 15 One of my father's big brother sent him to prison for three months because he had taken his car a few hours to see a girlfriend He lives very well without his family

27 min later 21003697 Anonymous (167953-1541232409.jpg 640x360 42kB)
>>21003680 Where do you live ?

33 min later 21003724 Anonymous
>>21003697 it doesnt matter

36 min later 21003739 Anonymous
>>21003724 It's matter. What country ?

38 min later 21003750 Vitre
>>21003724 Don't be like your parents, don't hate yourself also. Give yourself a chance. Otherwise you are giving them what they want.

38 min later 21003752 Anonymous
Well do it, normally I would tell you not to do it, but I’m pretty sure you just want that, someone to tell you you’re special, turns out no one is, who told you you must be happy? Have you looked around? Sadness, depression and disappointment are more common than you think, but if you can’t deal with it, well, just do it, also, guitar cables won’t hold you enough, just buy a revolver and be done with it, or with a razor do cuts on your arms, not horizontal cuts but vertical cuts, there are harder to stitch

39 min later 21003755 Vitre
>>21003752 I hope you are proud.

43 min later 21003771 Anonymous
>>21003680 Find some Hindu temple near you and explain your situation to them. They give free food to anyone that visits usually Churches might find you a place to stay for a short while Make a post on reddit in the right subreddit and include your location they usually give good advice on this kinda stuff

43 min later 21003772 Anonymous (1559966680710.jpg 474x266 22kB)
>>21003752 He just need some motivation, get out of here

53 min later 21003811 Anonymous
Fk tht shit outlive them all bro. U dnt seem like a fuk life dumbass but u gota realise u needa b a fuk death he can drag me kicking n screaming, i know the bitch been waiting well keep waiting cunt. Cause they dnt deserve somthing as humble as ur death cause historys written by the victors but fk tht shit cause them nd every other cunt on the face of the planet gone hav to take living with u even tho u aint spossed to b. U already won bro fuk em get ur shit together

1 hours later 21003832 Anonymous
>>21003638 >you can't hang yourself with cables power cables are pretty common in hangings, you've probably seen them in gifs if you've browsed /b/ >>21003771 >Make a post on reddit stop that >>21003681 based All in all OP, if you were gonna do it you wouldn't be posting here. Cut the woe is me crap and survive like the rest of us. Your story isn't unique let alone even that bad. My mom killed herself when I was 4, and my dad beat me too. Boo fucking hoo, I'm 27 now and didn't need those losers.

1 hours later 21003852 Anonymous (220px-Coloso_de_Goya_(estampa)_cropped.jpg 220x270 14kB)
>>21003772 Not to defend this guy but motivation is dogshit. He, and most other people, need drive and discipline. You can always try and make the best out of your life for atleast the satisfaction of not being a whimp that couldnt handle it. It's incredibly hard, but every time your life gets difficult you have a the option of failling and being set back further or overcoming it therefore turning it into a positive. Overcoming something you truly believe to be impossible is one of the deeply satisfying things that can keep you at bay. Not even beautiful, rich born folks can take that away from you. Sounds corny but this is a quote that gave me some hope: "Wherever you go, you are there waiting for yourself" The choice of the path you're taking will shape your future self, it's not all in your hands ofc but you do have the power to shape the person you want to become. This being said, I would not blame any person for committing suicide if they truly are desperate and lack the willpower to better themselfes, especially if the parents won't be too sad about it. Your call.

1 hours later 21003862 Anonymous
>>21003602 why would you kill youself when the 2 most toxic people in your life have left you alone things can only get better right?

1 hours later 21003953 Anonymous
Hanging? That's gonna hurt like frick man, but if you're brave enough to endure the pain go for it. I personally would just go for a buncha pills or helium or something.

1 hours later 21003964 Anonymous (c.jpg 640x960 92kB)
This is only one small chunk of your life, OP. One tiny chapter of the book that you'll write. You have to get through this and when you do and look back you'll see that there is so much more in life for you after this. But you won't get to find out if you close the book early. Stay strong. Get help and get over this bump.

1 hours later 21004021 Anonymous
Don't do it anon. :(

1 hours later 21004026 Anonymous
Where's your grandma?

2 hours later 21004290 Anonymous
>>21003602 Remember to stream, I want to watch

2 hours later 21004298 Anonymous
>>21004290 >implying OP will do it

2 hours later 21004303 Anonymous
>>21003602 >i'm gonna hang myself with my guitar cables Pffft hahahahahahahaha

4 hours later 21004731 Anonymous
beat them and take their food

5 hours later 21004939 Anonymous
Just don’t, suicide is for cowards, just take it all and make a better person out of you I don’t want you gone anon

5 hours later 21004945 Anonymous
>>21003623 faggot see you in the next life, OP. death is a beautiful thing.

6 hours later 21004957 Anonymous
>>21003771 >Make a post on reddit in the right subreddit and include your location they usually give good advice on this kinda stuff omega faggot. how retarded do you have to be to suggest reddit as a place for help?

6 hours later 21005037 Anonymous (52577882_2205400656165806_5258421300505870336_n.jpg 228x426 20kB)
Fellow anons I think he already did it well.... crap Pic unrelated

6 hours later 21005089 Anonymous (1560013281688.png 1127x685 38kB)
RIP sweet angel

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