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2018-12-19 10:59 20366456 Anonymous (k1234.jpg 1024x1024 231kB)
Can't stop thinking about suicide. My whole family lays their problems on me and I can't carry them anymore. Christmas will be too tough to bare. I think I might do it, and I have 10 zopiclone which would almost certainly kill me if I jump off a cliff aswell.

7 min later 20366464 Anonymous
Just go with a cliff jump

9 min later 20366466 Anonymous
>>20366464 Thankyou. I'm sorry to have bothered you

10 min later 20366469 Anonymous
>>20366456 >My whole family lays their problems on me and I can't carry them anymore. What problems?

14 min later 20366472 Anonymous
>>20366456 They don't lay their problems on you. You are too reliant on external factors for your own well-being. The only person you should be taking care of is yourself or you own children. Learn to be assertive and aggressive or you will be eaten alive. Why do you celebrate Christmas?

26 min later 20366481 Anonymous
>>20366469 >What problems? A circus of mental illness and dysfunction >>20366472 >They don't lay their problems on you Yes they do >You are too reliant on external factors for your own well-being I want nothing more than to turn my back on them and isolate myself - I ask nothing of anyone >The only person you should be taking care of is yourself ... Learn to be assertive and aggressive or you will be eaten alive. You are right about this >Why do you celebrate Christmas? It's expected. No other reason

28 min later 20366483 Anonymous
>>20366481 >A circus of mental illness and dysfunction And they blame you, their son, for that? How? What are their arguments?

29 min later 20366485 Anonymous
>>20366472 >Why do you celebrate Christmas? What type of question is that? If I would live alone I wouldn't celebrate it either but I have to do it because my family does it.

2 hours later 20366621 Anonymous
If your life was a play, this would just be ACT 1. You will be out of that house and starting a whole new life soon. You have no idea where life will take you. Please don't cut it short before it has even started. I had a miserable childhood but I am so happy now. Whatever you're going through is just temporary.

2 hours later 20366649 Anonymous
>>20366481 Well once you an hero there is no going back and there is a much better solution of being asserive, not taking it up the ass instead and moving on to live your own life. Change your attitude fren.

2 hours later 20366722 Anonymous
>>20366485 Through you answer I learnt a lot about you, didn't I ? >>20366481 >Yes they do They do not, as this implies that you can hold another persons bad feelings for them. They still have those thoughts and feelings even after, "laying them" on you. If you feel they make you unhappy, YOU have to let them know and make them stop. Most adults and parents are no diffrent than children, so clear personal bounderies have to be made.

3 hours later 20366725 Anonymous
>>20366722 What did you learn?

3 hours later 20366737 Anonymous
>>20366725 White, "traditional family", two parents, lower-middle class, younger siblings, live in a house not in the city so you probably have a pet. Some gandparents still alive so you are quite young and why are you not in school right now?

3 hours later 20366771 Anonymous
>>20366621 >You will be out of that house and starting a whole new life soon. You have no idea where life will take you. Not OP, but I don't see how life just "takes you" anywhere. I'm out of the house yes, but I'm in my room most of the time and do nothing, still dependent on parentbux. 24 now. Just a tiny job, not studying or training, almost no social interaction. I don't see how anything changes when you don't actively pursue things. Life takes you nowhere.

3 hours later 20366775 Anonymous
>>20366737 It was you who asked OP why he celebrate Christmas, right?

3 hours later 20366780 Anonymous
>>20366775 Yes

3 hours later 20366782 Anonymous
>>20366780 You don't celebrate it?

3 hours later 20366786 Anonymous
>>20366456 Lol just move out

3 hours later 20366800 Anonymous
>>20366782 I do not. It's much less traditional, and much more recent than most people think. Although the date itself has been venerated for thousands of years, it has nothing to do with Jesus or the bible. It's roman-catholic with a mix of old-norse paganism.

3 hours later 20366811 Anonymous
>>20366800 So I assume that you live alone?

3 hours later 20366826 Anonymous
>>20366811 I don't. Been living with my parents for some years because I was unemployed. I just leave the house around christmas. Not to hijack the thread, but I don't feel any connection to materialism and over-consumption. I'm a vegetarian and I don't drink alcohol.

3 hours later 20366869 Anonymous
>>20366771 Okay, poor choice of words. You do have to show up. Can you go back to school? If you're depressed or in trauma of some sort, can you get help?

3 hours later 20366892 Anonymous
>>20366826 And your family doesn't celebrate it?

4 hours later 20366947 Anonymous
>>20366892 Me again. My family are all, "npcs" and I cannot get through to them. They will decorate phallic symbols and sing merry x-mass til the day they die. Such is their programming.

4 hours later 20366970 Anonymous
>>20366947 And do you think they are stupid for celebrating Christmas? How arrogant are you?

4 hours later 20366982 Anonymous
>>20366970 Not stupid, but ignorant and intellectually lazy.

4 hours later 20366993 Anonymous
>>20366982 Stupid = lacking intelligence or common sense. So yes, you think they are stupid. So I assume that you think you are more intelligent then them because you don't celebrate it?

4 hours later 20367006 Anonymous
>>20366993 I know that I'm more intelligent, yet I call them, "Not stupid, but ignorant and intellectually lazy." It's an active choice they make every day.

5 hours later 20367034 Anonymous
>>20367006 >I know that I'm more intelligent Why?

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