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2018-03-04 05:29 19320977 Anonymous I am a loser....a bully magnet... (1513813396414.png 562x842 690kB)
I have been bullied my whole life. My earliest school memory was back in 89'or 90'. I remember being on the asphalt rear of the school at recess and gravitating towardas two older boys playing catch at recess. I was on my own. I was quiet and shy. I wanted to join. They started throwing rocks at me. I opened my mouth to say 'stop!' and one of the pebbles went into mouth and I gagged and dry heaved. The boys laughed and had a good old time at my expense. This would be the story of my life. I did play sports and do other activities but no matter what venture I undertook someone was taking liberties with me...I was always a little bit different. I was big. I wasn't English. I wasn't blonde and blue eyed. I was different. I just was a bit different and people made sure I knew that was the truth. I quit highschool because people referred to me as a Taliban and Bin Ladin. I was Spanish but I stuck out like a sore thumb in the halls of pasty white kids with blonde hair and blue eyes. I am white and look white...but I am NOT NORDIC SUBRACE of white...I am Southern European. anyways...I just feel alone...still...like I have never ever belonged with anyone and no one finds me interesting or likes me very much. I just feel like an unfortunate waste of DnA. Sometimes I think of just offing myself to end the mental suffering and questioning of how pathetic I am.

42 min later 19321108 Anonymous
I believe in you.

3 hours later 19321570 Anonymous
>>19320977 1. Learn how to fight. 1.5. If someone gives you shit, beat them up. 2. Make some real friends. 3. Get laid.

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